it feels like i’ve lived three and a half lives since yesterday.
i do believe it would have been easier to have you ripped from me. because you’re still here, but i’m watching you undo the threads at a snails pace.
i always end up falling out of love when i finally realize it was only lust.
i saw all the stars tonight. dozens of miles away from harsh city light. i can only dream to be as beautiful as them.
i know that you love me. it’s palpable.
i wrote all day trying to string together a sentence but i simply cannot. there are no words, feelings or colors to describe the pain you cause me.
you’re a melody
that is ingrained in
my head
but i cant quite remember
how the last part goes
my life is tied to your in the strongest of knots. no terrors could unravel us. you are too tangled into the depth of my soul.