AAO MILO SILO SAALO KACCHA DHAGA RACE LAGALO Then Starts The Legendary Bengali Remix!!!!!

~SHONAJHURI HAAT~

Shantiniketan Trip:- Day-1

As a lover of Rabindranath Thakur, I have always dreamt to give a small visit to Shantiniketan. Dream came true. I am sitting in my hotel room right now and I am typing this in my notepad. Pinush (my pishemoshai/uncle) playing a rabindra sangeet "Bodhu micche rag korona"

It was 6:52 a.m. (i love keeping time records for a stupid reason, suppose we meet a problem and a detective arrives and asks me the time i will be able to give the exact time and help the detective to solve the case faster) when me and my family reached Howrah station. Pinush and family came around 8:15 a.m. (the train timing was 8:30 so no issues). We hopped on the train took our seats and waited for the train to arrive at Bolpur Shantiniketan Station. We got down from the train at 12:00 p.m. (dot time XD) We took a Toto and reached at our hotel. We took bath, had our lunch and left for Shonajhuri Haat

Shonajhuri Haat was the best place... It felt like I have teleported to the era of Rabi Thakur. Believe me, every single one was wearing traditional dress. Men and boys were wearing Punjabi, Jeans. Some even wore punjabi and dhuti. Women and girls were wearing Saree, churidar, kurti, short kurti and long skirt. Even I was wearing traditional. Tribal dances and baul gaan were my favorite part of the haat. Everyone was "Rabindrik". People singing rabindra sangeet while roaming around the haat, chatting about Rabi Thakur's Uponyash, Choto Golpo, Kobita and what not.

Some tribal, residents of Shantiniketan sold their creative items like Handmade Saree, punjabi, churidar, coat, umbrella, handkerchief, pencil box, diary. Handcrafted Jewelry and alot. We purchased a lot of things. Some titbit of eye-talk or eye-contact happened with a random guy.(he was handsome and was rabindrik from inside cause he was not wearing traditionals but he was very much into the haat and everything present) It felt good, people reading this have all the right to judge me but I felt good.

খোকার মনের ঠিক মাঝখানটিতে

আমি যদি পারি বাস নিতে-_

তবে আমি একবার

জগতের পানে তার

চেয়ে দেখি বসি সে-নিভৃতে ॥

তার রবি শশী তারা

জানিনে কেমন ধার!

~ রবীন্দ্রনাথ ঠাকুর

I took all these photographs in my camera. I don't know but I looked very beautiful today and felt good as well. I was carrying a camera and was clicking the pictures of every single thing present there. I felt very happy and peaceful. I don't have much words to describe more. I described the whole shonajhuri haat.

(We purchased a lot of cloths and fun moment, nothing was a good fit for my older brother because he is freaking tall and a little chubby. I am waiting for a bookstore in order to purchase a lot of books of Rabindranath)

Thats all for today (second blog coming soon and I am having a very nice trip getting no time to surf my mobile phone XD)

I have to tag these mutuals of mine

@enigma-the-mysterious @choppedphilosopherharmony @intellectual6666 @arjokonna @zindagi-se-darte-ho

Lemme post some Rabindra Sangeet too 📜🍁

😭👍🏻✨✨ anek bhalo!! Fhatiye diyechish... Just write blogs... All your uneasiness will go away... 😚💗✨

I installed Tumblr because of @amar-hiyar-majhe

She is an active blogger in Tumblr and since we're very close to each other, she wanted me to write blogs too and then to reblog each other's posts. I did install it a few days back but couldn't actually get the time to sit and think about any desired topic. And everyday she was like "Punam, when are you gonna write blogs???" And each time I said, "I've no idea what to write."

I'm an introvert, a loner and an overthinker. So I guess everyone can understand what I do when I'm alone. I think a lot. I think about everything deeply. But it's not a rare thing. Most of the people (mainly girls) nowadays have the tendency to overthink stuffs.

But usually I don't have the habit of jotting down my feelings. I do write a few paragraphs in my "Keep Notes" app when I feel extreme, which is usually once or twice a month. But I like to keep those private. Moreover, nowadays I'm not even getting the time to feel overwhelmed. It's not like I'm very busy. It's just that I don't allow myself anymore to think too much and get hurt about something which will make no good in my life and like to keep myself busy most of the time. Those used to physically hurt my brain and heart which was absolutely unhealthy so I decided to just stop. Nowadays I have an attitude like "Jo hoga dekha jayega".

Today all of a sudden I remembered someone close to me saying that I should keep a hobby for myself. Something I'll like to do when I'm free which will refresh my brain. I had one before which is singing but due to some reasons it's no more a hobby of mine. After that I didn't consider anything as my hobby. Although I love to read books and sometimes write about stuffs but that's not regular. On a regular basis I usually watch YouTube videos and movies but again it's not so productive. Basically these things don't take much time and we don't require to give much attention and concentration. And for these reasons they're not productive.

I thought I should start being productive now. And writing blogs is one among them. So yeah, from now I'll start writing blogs, not on a daily basis, but whenever it'll be relevant for me.

And that's it! I blabbered too much about myself which was not necessary I guess. Thank you to the few people who'll read it till the end.

We all should start discovering ourselves more.

~Punam

[ words by-Anne Dennish //Howling at the Moonby Darshana Suresh]

She will never be the same as she used to be!.

Aranyer Din Ratri (1970) dir. Satyajit Ray

Where are u sweetheart

Honey.. My exams were going on and I was busy with studies and was also into depression.. So yeahhh now I am fine.. Ekdommmmm jhakassss nandduuu

Didi you're like this song !!

A free and happy spirit 😊💙

😭😭😭😭😭😭 thankssss

VLOG - 1 (Coffee Date with Bestie)

I have started this segment to lowkey turn my tumblr into an YouTube channel.

Today, at the coffee shop me and my bestie had the most unhinged gossips, discussions, life decisions, academic downfall, academic comeback, dating and what not. Told her about my depression. While having coffee we laugh at our jokes and continuously we said "ebar free lagche"...

This year was really a tough one. Specially for us because of some highly nonsense reasons. Anyways but genuinely had fun...

Love you Tamu! You deserve the world!! 🎀💗

“Cold men destroy women… They woo them with something personable that they bring out for show, something annexed to their souls like a fake greenhouse, lead you in, and you think you see life and vitality and sun and greenness, and then when you love them, they lead you out into their real soul, a drafty, cavernous, empty ballroom, inexorably arched and vaulted and mocking you with its echoes — you hear all you have sacrificed, all you have given, landing with a loud clunk. They lock the greenhouse and you are as tiny as a figure in an architect’s drawing, a faceless splotch, a blur of stick limbs abandoned in some voluminous desert of stone.”

— Lorrie Moore, Self-Help

My goodness🦋✨ thankssss✨✨✨🌷🌷🌷 I made good friends as well

@kaalboisakhi @intellectual6666 @misti31 @aahanna @deepsayss @sociallyawkwardpeanut @arjokonya @natkhat-sa-shyam and many more!!

reblog if you've made a good friend on tumblr.