Sotti Anek Shahosh Er Dorkar Hoye Erokom Kicchu Lekhar Jonyo..

In my new school I carry my story books with me and I read during break time and any free class or I go to library to read that book.. I even read during the departure time because my father comes to pick me up at 5:15p.m. from school instead of 5:00 p.m. Yeah so, I really carry my book every where like a child and never give it to anyone because thats my baby!

life is so good when ur reading a book and taking it w u everywhere like your little child

How to slide into ur dms…

you can't, cause I am not slippery..

I am in my art class now, my forth year written examination of art got over.. After two weeks I came to my art class.. It is my happy place... Here I do the thing which I love. I have never said no to my art classes just because it is my comfort place...

A cute little girl is sitting in front of me, scribbling in her drawing pad which made me think of me when I used to do such things.. Some other kids are shouting and talking which made me think of me as a kid who used to talk continuously and disturb my sir... Sir is nice, cool too.. Happy place I told you...

Some kids have become grown ups.. They are taking advice from me regarding art works.... Made me feel proud..

Some kids are running around and playing with their drawing.... (Sir is not in the room so critical scenario) They will get scolding for sure...

This current situation made me think of this song.. (Not relatable at all... don't blame me, blame my brain...)

I have been watching "dhruv rathee" for quite a long time and I understood that I am the most dumb person ever who lacks general knowledge. How can someone have a luggage full of knowledge?! I really admire him because he is the most perfect person I have ever seen (practical person for sure).

My first video of dhruv rathee was "the monalisa mystery" and he gave such good lot of Info's about the world famous painting. My mom told me, "see, he makes videos about everything which we witness in our everyday life, you read books, you also make review videos about the books which you read."

She is right, but I am lazy. So its better for me to see his videos. By seeing him at least I can be an influential person. (He is hot too but his info's are more hot)

I wanted you to be better.. I wanted you to be that better...

some people say

it's painful to

wait for someone.

some people say

it's painful to

forget someone.

But the real pain comes

when you don't know,

If you should wait for them

or try to forget about them.

I know I should forget and move on but what am I supposed to do when this heart is reluctant to let you go. When these memories hunt me down every single time I think of love.

They say people remembers the sad moments more than those happy moments.

But I remember all those moments that I dreamt about you. Lived all those happy moments, erased all those bad moments just to think about you. I know that I'm delusional. But this never happened to me before. Untill I met you. Even if it sounds cliche I just knew that you were the one for me. But I had to let you go. Cause I was never the one for you.

Once I heard, 'If even the waiting is joyful, then it's love'. I loved waiting for you. I loved thinking that you'd change and realise why I said those staffs. But I guess not everyone is like me who read through the lines.

Everyone said I deserved better. I guess I knew that too but I really wanted you to be that better and wanted myself to be a better version for you.

Everything is now a story when I wanted it to be a book where we both would have kids and a beautiful home to begin with...

LOWKEY GONNA TURN MY TUMBLR ACCOUNT INTO AN YOUTUBE CHANNEL!

“So when you don’t get what you want, how do you convince yourself that it’s okay when it’s not?”

“Simple. I say to myself that I’m not ready yet.”

“Ready for what?”

“Ready for all the wonderful things I’m dreaming about. Yes, it’d have been lovely to have everything my dear heart wishes for. But there is a time for everything. So until that time comes, I might as well make myself more worthy.”

“Maybe, it’s good in a way. Not everyone gets that time for themselves.”

©Jaser Rambles

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Unable to remember, if I missed anyone "skhama" kardijiye

Did you ever just feel so lucky for knowing someone you met online? Like.. I was one click away from not following you. I was one second away from never even knowing of your existence.I would never have been this happy!!!...

A stranger who's laughter I recignise in a room full of people.

on a march aternoon, we became strangers. now i hold back my smile when i see you from across the street. now i don't go running, recklessly crossing the street unbothered of the traffic. i pretend to forget the birthday i once planned surprises on. i still have your playlist, but now it's two separate devices the songs are being played on. i still read your favourite book. i still play your favourite sport. in a room full of people, i can still recognise your laughter.

it's better this way, apart, because in a room full of people, you will never recognise my voice, even if my heart is calling out your name. to you, i will be one of the many you charmed. to me, you'll be the only one i ever let my guards down for. so it's better this way, apart.