Me When A Poem Says Something That I Have The Possibility Of Feeling

i may be quite sad and nervous but there are still little pink hearts radiating off of me like a cartoon character

i hate my hometown (sits by water when im stressed or upset) i hate my hometown (walks in the woods whenever i get the chance) i hate my hometown (still has a calendar reminder for our niche little holidays) i hate my hometown (still carries the rosary from the church i grew up in even though im not religious) i hate my hometown (listens to old country songs when im sad) i hate

Knees hurt so bad I'm almost tempted to become Catholic just so I can message the knee problems saint and ask him wtf

Reblog to let your followers know that they’re safe from jumpscares/screamers/etc from you on April 1st but they are NOT safe from getting boop’d like an idiot amen

get a girl you can pray to and receive her divine eminence. this is about dyke sex btw

more money

one (1) cat

every single book on my "books to buy" list

another cool rock

knees that work

ankles that work

hips that work

an airplane

Saw a thread on Twitter of "gifts to give a person with ADHD and autism" that was full of stereotypical and quite frankly patronizing items, so here's a list of I (autistic individual) want instead as a gift

Money

Fourteen billion dollars

Free coupon to kill somebody with my teeth

Suitcase full of money

Cool looking rock

Scratching post for me to sink my claws into

An albino elephant

The head of Jeff Bezos mounted on my wall

Uncooked rice

A cup full of blood

100k in cash

shit i heard in the halls at high school

(pt 4)

"enchanted with hepatitis"

"and he shattered the window bc he stabbed it with a pencil"

"yeah well i have high hopes that im perfectly fine"

"she literally screenshot-ed my own story and then cut ME out of it"

"imagine what it's like. to be trump"

"do I LOOK like a finger doctor, nerd?"

"I really don't like church" "you're white, of course you like church"

"is that ur ankles or ur toes"

"ur a golfing unicorn"

"i wonder what they're thinking of, other than.... pedophilia"

I need to say something and I need y'all to be calm

if it isn't actively bad or harmful, no representation should be called "too simple" or "too surface level"

I have a whole argument for this about the barbie movie but today I wanna talk about a show called "the babysitters club" on Netflix

(obligatory disclaimer that I watched only two episodes of this show so if it's super problematic I'm sorry) (yes. I know it's based on a book, this is about the show)

this is a silly 8+ show that my 9 year old sister is watching and it manages to tackle so many complex topics in such an easy way. basic premise is these 13 year old girls have a babysitting agency.

in one episode, a girl babysits this transfem kid. the approach is super simple, with the kid saying stuff like "oh no, those are my old boy clothes, these are my girl clothes". they have to go to the doctor and everyone is calling the kid by her dead name and using he/him and this 13 year old snaps at like a group of doctors and they all listen to her. it's pure fantasy and any person versed in trans theory would point out a bunch of mistakes.

but after watching this episode, my little sister started switching to my name instead of my dead name and intercalating he/him pronouns when talking about me.

one of the 13 years old is a diabetic and sometimes her whole personality is taken over by that. but she has this episode where she pushes herself to her limit and passes out and talks about being in a coma for a while because of not recognizing the limits of her disability.

and this allowed my 9 year old sister to understand me better when I say "I really want to play with you but right now my body physically can't do that" (I'm disabled). she has even asked me why I'm pushing myself, why I'm not using my crutches when I complain about pain.

my mom is 50 years old and watching this show with my sister. she said the episode about the diabetic girl helped her understand me and my disability better. she grew up disabled as well, but she was taught to shut up and power through.

yes, silly simple representation can annoy you if you've read thousands of pages about queer liberation or disability radical thought, but sometimes things are not for you.

in the year of our lord 2024