I'm Not Suicidal, I Don't Wanna Fucking Die

A beautiful feeling, when someone tells you “I wish I knew you earlier”.

Unknown (via thoughtkick)

“this reminded me of you” is one of the sweetest things someone can tell you. you’re in their thoughts frequently enough for them to see pieces of you in a song they listened to or a book they read or even in the character of a show they’re watching

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”

— Sylvia Plath

“I think you lost all interest in this world. You were disappointed and discouraged, and lost interest in everything. So you abandoned your physical body. You went to a world apart and you’re living a different kind of life there. In a world inside you.”

— Haruki Murakami, 1Q84

“I’m not used to being loved. I wouldn’t know what to do.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

I've never actually done anything wrong in my life, I've always tried to be nice and kind, but still, sometimes, I feel like I deserve to suffer, I deserve to be hurt, so I skip meals, stay awake all night just to punish myself, I let people treat me unkindly, I ruin my relationships, I smoke till my troath Is sore and my nose burns. Being in pain makes me feel human, closer to death. I want to be happy but there's a part of me that won't allow it.

I feel this in my soul

there’s nothing quite like falling asleep with a book in your hand; seamlessly slipping from one world of imagination to another of the subconscious, all occurring within the complexity that is your mind.

did it hurt? when u realized fictional men written by women don't exist