J.D. McClatchy, “THE DIALOGUE OF DESIRE AND GUILT”

She closes her eyes. He probably won’t be back, she thinks. Or he will, differently. What they have now they can never have again. But for her the pain of loneliness will be nothing to the pain she used to feel, of being unworthy. He brought her goodness like a gift and now it belongs to her. Meanwhile his life opens out before him in all directions at once. They’ve done a lot of good for each other. Really, she thinks, really. People can really change one another. You should go, she says, I’ll always be here. You know that.

NORMAL PEOPLE (2020) dir. Lenny Abrahamson, Hettie Macdonald

i just remember i was lonely i guess i am always it’s not a problem it’s just something i got used to it

-salvia palth, i was all over her

Vincent van Gogh

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“Where does such tenderness come from?”

1.Marina Tsvetaeva / 2.open house 1998 / 3.Sylvia Plath / 4.Joseph Lorusso / 5.Pablo Neruda / 6.Malcolm T. Liepke / 7.Ocean Vuong / 8.Joseph Lorusso / 9.Richard Siken / 10.Ron Hicks / 11.Mary Ann Samyn / 12.Ron Hicks / 13.May Sarton / 14.Joseph Lorusso / 15.Ivan Malkovych / 16.Ocean Vuong / 17.Breathless, Godard, 1960 / 18.Boris Pasternak / 19.Holly Warburton / 20.Mary Jo Bang / 21.Holly Warburton / 22.Susan Sontag

“Everything is a little bit of darkness, even the light.””

— Antonio Porchia, Voices (via journalofanobody)

Young Royals + On Earth we're briefly gorgeous, Ocean Vuong / Self control, Frank Ocean / @nickyandmikey / Everyone I love is a stranger to someone, Annelyse Gelman / Untitled, Margaret Schnabel/ If the world was ending, JP Saxe and Julia Michaels / Seven, Taylor Swift/ Annie on my mind, Nancy Garden / It's nice to have a friend, Taylor Swift / Aristotle and Dante discover the secrets of the universe, Benjamin Alire Sáenz / I love you, Ryann Darling / Giovanni's Room, James Baldwin / War of the foxes, Richard Siken.

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no one belongs here more than you - miranda july / david foster wallace / @all-the-bad-dreams-that-you-hide / on earth we’re briefly gorgeous - ocean vuong / euphoria / on earth we’re briefly gorgeous - ocean vuong

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