What's Something You Wish You Accomplished But Didn't Get To?

hello lovely people<333

did i ever mention Felix can pole dance?? yeaaahh, i was thinking it would be a decent anatomy practice, i like how it turned out. Actually pole dancing has a bit of a role in his lore, but thats to be explored in a comic i was planing on making, i need more practice thought before taking on such a big project, becouse there is a lot.

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I grasped onto some free time and drew these two cuties from South Park.

Here they're a bit older around 17-18 years old :D

I hope you like it, love you lovelies 💕💕💕💕

Here's a speedpaint for y'all who enjoy it💕💕💕

THE GIRLS ARE FIGHTING!.. flirting? FLIRTfighting. Flirghting...

(Ngl why the cowboy au lowkey hitting, why? I have no idea but I'll draw more of it, can't wait to digitalize it frfr 😭)

Give the manz time to write things down and think about how to unpack your trauma hun

garnet

4th July

Page 25,26,27:

"It was quite a night, I have to admit. Only thing I can wrap my head around about this is, that I expected it. I knew it would happen, just didn't know it'll happen like this specifically. You were sleeping over last night, I was jittery all day before it because of the mare excitement it caused me, not because I was lonely in need of company, it's because you are truly something. You're confusing, you confuse me all the time, like a wall is all I can describe you as. You're expressive in your own way, I see that, you're in no way barricaded from your emotions, as it looks like, but yet I still feel it's something you tend to put up for the sake of others and not yourself. I knew I won't find anything if I look deeply into your eyes the way you like, or hear it in the tone of your voice, or see it in twich of your mouth, flap of your hands, tap of your leg and posture of your back. That's where that wall is, in front of your soul so no one can be genuinely let in. No one has ever saw you cry, not even Barnaby, so I thought, maybe I can make you crumble the wall one day and see what's inside. No one builds a wall around something that's nothing to hide. It sounds selfish and curious, I know that, but one can stay put for so long, you need to let even the strongest chain relax and let go of all the pressure it might be holding. So it doesn't snap, since it's not indestructible.

You came over with that relaxed smile you always own, nothing seemed wrong really, I had rather high expectation placed on my shoulders for that night, it was my secret little goal.

The night went nicely and you were happy with relaxing activities we took on, I got us everything to paint, bake and have a movie marathon. Classic thing you did with your friend on a sleepover, conveniently so it was things you found the most. I won't say that one thing lent to another, no, trough the whole night I could see the pure joy radiating from your body and words, but yet I caught you staring sometimes with your mouth agape before it closed, you were restricting yourself to talk. But you wanted to talk, you wanted to talk to me because you knew that I know, you thought that no one waited so long to find pieces of you before.

We were listening to music from my barely used gramophone, songs from the golden days of old. We talked with a cup of camomile tea with honey added in, to make us relax before, sleep? If we were gonna sleep, at the time I didn't know. It started to feel like i was failing, I wasn't upset at all really, it wasn't a deadlined project or a task, just a goal I thought would be beneficial for both. But with my giving up for that night, that's when you broke.

I noticed how your breathing fastened just a little and you thought over your sentences much more, you wanted to get 'the' theme on board. You asked me if I'm really here, and I was confused but didn't say no. You asked if I am willing to listen and I answered positively so.

I asked my classic 'what's wrong?', you said that it was something unusual, that something wrong was going on. You said something is not letting you feel like yourself and that you felt exhausted restraining it, hiding it away so no one can even guess that you're going through something. You looked numb and your eyes were on the floor, you said you are scared of what might happen to you in your own Home. You looked at me like you were looking at a bedroom wall, like I was nothing that can judge and am a place you can be venerable. Your smile didn't budge from your face until you decided to finally let it fall, the symbol of you masking all the sadness and exhaustion up.

You let the loudest sob that was enough for me to feel the pain it radiated in a physical form, you started to cry more as your walls brick by brick crumbled. I sat besides you as the it continued on, we forgot to turn the lights on from the movie we watched before, only sounds I heard was tv static, soft music and your loud sobbs. Eventually you scooted closer, letting me touch you as your cries didn't stop, I embraced you the closest I could in a way it's comfortable. Your body shook, the moment you were close your loud sobbs became screams, not of fear, nor agony, just pure intensity of your own emotions that you didn't allow yourself to feel. But when you did, you did it like it's the first and the last time you'll get to do such a thing. Because of it all I cried on my own, I didn't expect it to feel so painful.

You sleept in my bed last night, looked into my eyes and I realized how different your gaze feels now, your eyes red and bloodshot. They felt distant, sad and tired, you felt so open in that moment.

I don't know from where to go now that it happened, I just hope it didn't see. "

-Felix

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So here's this little thing I might start doing where we're able to take a little look at Felix's journal where he talks about some happenings in his life or his feelings. They will be randomly put in and probably won't follow any sort of order (´。＿。｀)

I hope you like it thought!!!I put as much effort as I could with my limited time

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Just a little comparison between my old and current art💕💕💕

(2024) \/

So I have been thinking and figured, best way to use a therapist oc is to let people vent to him <:)

So this is Dr. Felix's 'VENT TO ME', kinda thing. I know a lot of people on this app have problems with they're mental health or have a certain life issues right now, to some people it simply helps to talk it out and vent, or in this case write it out.

So if you want to let off some of the weight like this just know that you're more than free to, it's all anonymous and I promise what is in the 'ask box' stays in the 'ask box'.

There is of course an option for Felix to answer but only thing you have to do is put 'Could you please answer Felix?', on the bottom of your paragraph.

Keep in mind I'm not a professional in any way and sometimes I might not have an answer that's too helpful, but I'll be here for you nonetheles.

I don't have a giant platform but if it's few people that will feel better at least a little after talking about it that's a great achievement on its own. I love you guys whoever sees this, take care of yourselves 💕💕💕

Hellooooo lovely people 💕💕💕

this is a post is based on one I saw on Twitter by one and only @javadoodles404 :'D

So here's Felix answering his telephone!

Annddd the full picture

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Here's the valentines day special✨✨✨✨

I made it today because sadly I won't be able to make anything big next week, I hope you like it though! Happy very early valentines day from me lovelies 🥰💕💕💕💕

Regarding the second picture though, I think we as a society need to contribute more to short haired Velvet supremacy, her hairstyle is definitely inspired by someone, andddddddd if you know you know.

I'd imagine she'd make a lil solo concert for the girlies during pride month, Orchid would go bonkers and let's be fr so would we.

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