"I'm okay with physical kin but you need to acknowledge that you're h-"
ok what if I threw like a really big rock on you
I genuinely thought about making a YT channel where i talk about my Alterhumanity and general non and alterhuman experiences (: I've noticed that like half of the videos on there are by younger folks who mainly do quads or gear unboxing (Nothing wrong with that!! I just wanna share videos that focus more on general alterhumanity and is for an audience that is more on the mature side)
Let me know if you're interested! I will make a channel anyway but it would obviously be nice to know if people are interested
Also, i would like to know what themes considering non and alterhumanity you would like to see me talk about or what type of videos you'd like to see in general
I will obviously mainly talk about my own experiences but i really need some suggestions and different perspectives (:
The only things i will not talk about are "graphic" NSFW themes in the sense of, no talking about sex lives or anything like that
(I wouldn't really understand why folks would want me to talk about personal stuff like that in the first place, but it's the internet, i wouldn't be surprised) Despite wanting to make content for an older audience, i also want my channel to be safe also for the younger folks who wanna learn and listen!
I hope you understand that <3
I believe i said everything i wanted to say :D have a wonderful day!
my gender is funky, like I don't feel like there was really anything there when I was born (gender wise), but because I'm also physically not a human, my gender is like a man who doesn't know what a man is and is really trying but is still confused, just trying to fit in but sometimes I find things that make me feel really good about being a man
that's basically what manhood is to me
me because I'm cis and trans at the same time 🩷
use whatever labels fit you best!! it doesn't matter if they "clash"
Did you know, that I adore little darling boys who; ♠ Wear tutu skirts. [ "Look at you!! Leaping in the air, you're going so high, darling!!" ] ♠ Constantly throw around fistful of glitter and sprinkle it in their hair. [ "Pfft, you tryna make a bigger mess for Momma to clean? Ohh, I don't mind. Just for you, baby boy, you can be as sparkly as you like." ] ♠ Make tea parties with their plushies and drag their carer along (said carer happily obliging with a pinkie lifting while holding a teacup). [ " Am I doing this right? Ah, yes, shhh. Letting Mister Bun speak first, of course. Pardon my manners." ] ♠ Have a whole set of hair clips they'd attached to their carer's hair, their own, to their clothes, then to bed sheets, curtains and more. [ "Twenty!! That's a big number, darlin'.. I can see you had fun with scattering them about.." ] ♠ Messily paint their nails pretty colors and have their carer fix it up for them. [ "There we go. Look at my pretty little boy! Your hands, your cheeks, your smile, such a pretty little thing you are!" ]
gender is weird, my gender is weird
I'm trans in the sense I was born without a gender so whatever gender I experience will be trans
but because I wasn't born with a gender the gender I live in will not have changed from something else so I'm also cis
but I'm not cisgender or transgender. I've lived and do live the life of both but I am neither
I'm also not a human, my species doesn't have a concept of gender. My gender is barely hanging on as a man but is still a man, a man through wildness and being untamed, the best way I could present myself in the society I live in
SOMEONE OR SOMETHING PLEASE ASK ME ANYTHING
I wanna talk to more animals/creatures/concepts/etc :3
tiktok is actually killing me
i posted a video about wanting some weird ass gear (muzzle + literal dog food) and the whole point of the video was poking fun at me being strange about what i wanted and.
there are so many comments like "um i'm a therian but this is weird :/" or "i'm a therian but like i'm NORMAL" or "i'm a therian but i don't actually think im an animal lmfao"
OHBMY GOD AHUT UP IM GOING TO START HITTING PEOPLE WITH HAMMERS. like. OH MY GOD.
i'm actually gonna TWEAK i genuinely cannot do this anymore any time someone posts about therianthropy and they're not wearing a mask or doing quadrobics or something aesthetically pleasing that doesn't imply they actually identify as an animal kintok throws them into oncoming traffic
I'm literally not a human, my body may not look exactly like my species but I still am my species, in every single way possible. My body is my species, my mind is my species, everything about me is who I say I am. No matter how it may look or seem. No matter how others may see me, I am me.
you are all loved!! ~mama koda
you are all appreciated!! ~mama koda