reblog this if you started worrying about your weight before you were 16
Some inspo 4 myself
Why it's better to be sk11ny:
⤷ Your period is lighter
⤷ Being intoxicated gets doubled
⤷ Less hunger: Less room = Less desire to fill
⤷ Adorable in any fit; even simple sleepwear
⤷ You feel like the prettiest in the room
⤷ Looking down 💜
⤷ You can feel your organs, and when they aren't being pushed on it feels nice
⤷ You OWN zero sugar, no longer embarrassed by it
⤷ I always get very turned on by the emptiness in my stomach (↑ sex drive!!)
⤷ You're not embarrassed to go in public
⤷ Dieting is how you live. Again: Less embarrassment
⤷ Those comments are validating now, not off-putting and offensive
⤷ It's okay that you can only eat half of your meal.
⤷ Activity is twice as tiring, which makes it twice as rewarding.
⤷ Restriction isn't restrictive. You feel empowered by those numbers.
⤷ The sweetness from fruit is good enough. You no longer want candy or sugar-filled foods. (We don't talk about popsicles LMAO)
⤷ Talking about "it" mostly stops. You and your friends chat about that "fat bitch" now, and it's funny.
⤷ If you don't have friends, Ana has manifested. And you don't need the validation of your "friends".
Keep going. Soon, my love. You will get here. But not if you stop.
Every time I try to fast longer than 24 hours, I get really sick. Anyone any tips to stop the nausea and dizziness? (I can't function anymore. Idc if I get some side effects, but I couldn't stand up longer than 3 seconds soo)
I just b!nged for the first time in like 3 weeks and after I had expl0sive d!arrh3a 😭😭😭
i wish blood was pink
Guys, I just finished the first volume of Skins on Netflix.
I. AM. IN. LOVE.
At first I really hated it but actually it's really amazing! (Ofc my favorite character is Cassie) Gonna binge watch this all day, lol
Bro, I finally started losing w3ight again. Guess what....
I. GAINED. IT. ALL. BACK. IN. 2. DAYS.
Hey, so I tried recovery, and I recovered. Or so I thought. Anyways I am now gaslighting myself that downloading tumblr again is really healthy, and yea. I don't wanna have 4n4 again, but i kinda do. I have missed it in a way, and idk this probably doesn't make any sense, but of course, i gained a lot of weight, so i am gonna try to lose it again.
I love you all!
I litt begged my parents so I could go to therapy. Now I am scared and don't wanna tell them the truth. But I also do wanna tell the truth. But I don't wanna lose 4n4. You know? It's confusing. i should go to sleep..
Today I b!nged very badly, but I exercised like almost all day. I hope it won't be too bad, and I'll count today as a meta day. Scared to step on the scale 🫡🤞