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something is coming... (out)

So guys, I just want to share my take on the interview below. I’m intrigued by the whole thing. Here goes:

The interviewer asks Camila about changing the album title, and she replies with the following:

“I’m not ready to talk about why yet, but I will. I just always want my fans to be the first to know about those kind of things. So I’m gonna write like a letter, and stuff. But it’s complicated, but it’s gonna be great”

My mind went straight to Camila’s Facebook live, where she’s asked for her advice in regards to an LGBT relationship where the other half isn’t ready “to come out”.  This whole snippet is full of hints, and it all sounds very personal to Camila. One would say she’s speaking from experience. However, what caught my attention was: “I think that she’ll be ready to do that, when she’s ready to do that”

(12:40-13:50)

Connecting the dots back to the Interview with Energy, the last time fans got a ‘letter’ was to announce her departure from the group. Now correct me if i’m wrong, but that was a pretty huge deal right? So Camila isn’t going to start writing letters, if there isn’t anything important she didn’t want to address. During the interview, the guy implied to C if she was at ‘The Loving’ stage of her album. Here are her replies:

“So desperate for love, and you know, be with somebody”

“I thought that being with somebody could make me happy”

“I always have a crush on somebody”

“Man, I wish that I could be with somebody”

“If it’s meant to be with somebody, it will happen”

These neutral pronouns in what seems like every single interview, are starting to formulate something. It happened in the Capital FM interview the other week, and it’s happening again. I’m not sure wether this is intentional on her behalf, but something is happening.

In summary:

What is that important, it needs addressing in a letter?

What (other than sexuality) could be something she isn’t ready to talk about yet?

What is so complex, it needs to be explained to fans?

What exactly are “those kinds of things”?

Why has the album been pushed back to January in the first place?

I think something is going to come out very soon. All we can do as fans, is show C plenty of love and support, regardless of what’s to come. Until she shares the letter, all we can do is speculate. 

And as my lovely Nana Pat would say, “everything comes out in the wash”

Enjoy x

Ally: I can be a little dramatic when I’m mad, no biggie.

Lauren: No biggie? Ally, you literally started to scream in frustration and then threw yourself on the floor.

Normani: And you stayed there for a good ten minutes and then got up like nothing happened.

Ally: I said I was a little dramatic didn’t I?

Camila: Your height does not coincide with that statement at all.

Ugh

The emotions I feel when lurking about last night’s performance as an Ot5 stan:

Pain.

Agony.

Frustration.

Slight feat.

Dissapointment.

Anger.

Tiredness.

Where is the love.

‘Cause after all of this ish, my mind starts coming up wuth a bunch of stuff like 'imagine if it was really Camila and Caminah had a hug backstage before all of the performance, and Dinah says sorry, but Camila just laughs and says that it’s her that should be sorry, since the label’s making 5h seem shady and petty’.

My brain starts going into overdrive and I just feel pretty sad.

My life is a mess.

Help.

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