Sunday, March 16th, 2025 "Thoughts On Being A Unemployed Loser Daughter"

Sunday, March 16th, 2025 "Thoughts on being a unemployed loser daughter"

Working hard or hardly working? Who knows.

In modern times, it's unacceptable to be an adult and live at home, even though more and more people are doing it. I live in a dorm 5 days a week but still return home on weekends. I'm a full-time student. However, I have never managed to obtain full-time employment. So my life contains school, hanging out at home, and nothing else. This has given me a "hikikomori complex" even though I leave my home. It's humiliating because I have to rely on my family to pay for my education and necessities like food. Endless applications have been sent to many disgusting places that will pay me minimum wage, but they never reach out to me.

I'm unemployed, which means I have some form of freedom. I really do have free will to do what I want to do. I have responsibilities that are holding me back. Being a student is the only thing that prevents me from being hopeless. I know that there's a degree that I will obtain in a few years. I know there is light at the end of the tunnel. Although, it seems like other people are moving along in life, while I am stuck here. Maybe I am lazy and can do more. People around me are investing, and getting paychecks, while I have poor spending habits and wonder when I will run out of money.

I don't want a glamorous life, even though it does sound nice. At the end of the day, I know that my heart truly yearns for living in a trailer park. The one pledge I will make is that I will never end up like my mother. A trashy lifestyle does not equal struggling. I want to be humble and love the things that I have.

On that note, I will end this blog post. I hope you all had a good weekend :) Spring is coming, which is exciting.

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