I Miss My Prime (2019)

I'm such a sweet girl, why make me act like my dad?

coney island queen 💋

Pink in Horror (4/?) Black Swan (2010) Trouble Every Day (2001) Pearl (2022)

You& me, this summer?

Wednesday, March 19th 2025 "Migraines And Midterms"

Yesterday was a day that really made me want to end it (don't take me seriously). I suppose I'm doing okay; I'm just tired and stressed. I'm a person who has a hard time dealing with stress, and one once of them makes me have a breakdown. Probably not healthy at all.

Today I had a written midterm for my Japanese class, and the speaking midterm is on Friday. It's mostly just memorization, but it's still challenging.

I met my friend for dinner yesterday. We played baldurs gate :) I like the custom character I made for our playthrough. She's a half-elve rogue. Tonight we're going to buy tickets for a school trip to medieval times.

That's really all I have to write about right now. I really want to start writing about certain topics instead of just venting. Feel free to suggest topics or ask questions.

not my image, credit to @/HasnaKrib on pinterest <3

Monday, March 17th 2025

Happy St Patrick's Day. Kiss me, I'm Irish (I'm not Irish).

Today I am feeling very sick n tired of life. Nothing is going well for me. Woke up at 5 in the morning to get ready and leave for school; my morning class got canceled, so I woke up early for nothing. I decided to go out and do some Instacart orders to make money, so I sat in parking lots of multiple stores and got no orders. Had to go to my afternoon class and forgot my jacket and school ID in the car, so I was freezing walking to class, thank god I'm at least wearing a sleeve shirt. I guess I can't blame the universe for all of my problems since a lot of things are my fault.

My grade in microeconomics dropped because I missed class the day before spring break. I constantly feel like a failure. At this point, this blog will become my diary, and every post will make me sound more insane. I'm so tired.

St Patrick's Day reminds me of my mom because it was the last holiday I spent with her before she died. She died on March 18th. For the holiday, we went out with our families to downtown Chicago. I don't think I've been downtown since then. I've gone to different areas of Chicago for concerts, just not downtown. Maybe one day, I will take the train there and explore. Chicago is a ghetto hell hole, though, so we'll see about that.