I Think As Someone With OCD I Relate To Baz So Much Because In Many Ways Vampirism Is Similar To OCD.

I think as someone with OCD I relate to Baz so much because in many ways vampirism is similar to OCD.

Having intrusive thoughts about hurting others despite it being very upsetting?

Being ashamed of having those thoughts because no one understands and will shun you?

Having compulsions (drinking blood) you hide from others that only temporarily quells those thoughts?

Hating yourself for these thoughts and thinking it makes you evil?

Isolating yourself from others so they don’t find out that you’re a monster?

Ultimately those thoughts do not making you a monster because you are not your thoughts, and it doesn’t mean you actually want to act on them?

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2 months ago

“They Get Married.” Chapter 4: The Invitations

it’s my birthday!

And in honor of my birthday, Chapter 4 of “They Get Married.” is now posted! It would be a wonderful birthday present if you gave it a read ;)

Summary: Dev and Niall make an appearance, Fiona tells Malcolm off, and Simon and Baz take a break from wedding planning to celebrate Simon’s birthday (featuring some erotic cooking).

Shoutout to @musicallychaos for being my beta!

READ CHAPTER 4 HERE!


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2 months ago
Little Print Inspired By ✨🗡️♠️Simon & Baz ❤️‍🔥🎻🧛🏼‍♂️

little print inspired by ✨🗡️♠️Simon & Baz ❤️‍🔥🎻🧛🏼‍♂️

Little Print Inspired By ✨🗡️♠️Simon & Baz ❤️‍🔥🎻🧛🏼‍♂️
Little Print Inspired By ✨🗡️♠️Simon & Baz ❤️‍🔥🎻🧛🏼‍♂️

sword, wings, and tail for Simon ✨ matches, violin, and fangs for Baz

starlight, magic, and love for the two of them ❤️‍🔥

2 months ago

Lesbian Agatha Wellbelove seems like such a cop out to me years later. And I say that as someone who wants more sapphic representation in books and who liked lesbian Agatha when the books came out.

Like in book one, she doesn’t not want a boyfriend, she wants a boyfriend who’s into her. And in book two she says she wishes she realized she wanted to kiss girls because that could explain why she’s so confused about everything and why she doesn’t fit in… (and because she perceives that that’s what happened for Simon with Baz) and then all that is just thrown out in Any Way the Wind Blows… just because?

I honestly think it was because larger fandom consensus was that Agatha was a lesbian.

But I don’t know. I just wish that in a book series that is so firmly saying “figuring out your sexuality does not fix your trauma or inner turmoil. your mental state cannot be fixed by a relationship, that’s your own work to do.” about Simon and Baz, that Rowell didn’t decide to undercut that by saying “except for Agatha it does. She’s felt out of place because she is a lesbian. And now she knows! So things will be better”


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1 week ago

This video is how I imagine Baz like in Ban’s Twist and Shout. I’m still not ready to accept the fact that it’ll never be completed 💔


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2 weeks ago
How Every Snowbaz Fanfic Reads Like To Me And I Eat It Up Every Time.

How every Snowbaz fanfic reads like to me and I eat it up every time.

happy pride month everyone

2 months ago

So beautiful, I want this as tiles or a bandana

@iamamythologicalcreature Mentioned Seeing This Snowbaz Print I Made In Blue So Here It Is :) 🩵🤍💙
@iamamythologicalcreature Mentioned Seeing This Snowbaz Print I Made In Blue So Here It Is :) 🩵🤍💙
@iamamythologicalcreature Mentioned Seeing This Snowbaz Print I Made In Blue So Here It Is :) 🩵🤍💙
@iamamythologicalcreature Mentioned Seeing This Snowbaz Print I Made In Blue So Here It Is :) 🩵🤍💙
@iamamythologicalcreature Mentioned Seeing This Snowbaz Print I Made In Blue So Here It Is :) 🩵🤍💙
@iamamythologicalcreature Mentioned Seeing This Snowbaz Print I Made In Blue So Here It Is :) 🩵🤍💙

@iamamythologicalcreature mentioned seeing this snowbaz print I made in blue so here it is :) 🩵🤍💙

1 month ago

I was talking to my friend who isn’t familiar with CO about Baz and I said “on all levels except physical I am him,” and then showed her the cover art of WS. She, without hesitation, said “all levels including physical, you look like him” and it made me so stupidly happy my life feels complete.


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2 months ago

love when fictional men are so devoted to their partner it makes them dangerous and insane. very slutty behavior keep it up king

3 weeks ago

“I was eleven years old, and I’d lost my mother, and my soul, and the Crucible gave me you.”

—Baz Pitch, Carry On, Epilogue, pg. 506

“I Was Eleven Years Old, And I’d Lost My Mother, And My Soul, And The Crucible Gave Me You.”

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