No One Was Writeing What I Wanted So Im Writing It Myself Dean (winchester) Finds Out You Shift And He

No one was writeing what i wanted so im writing it myself dean (winchester) finds out you shift and he isnt exactly happy. Angst open ending 371 words use of y/n

Dean walks up to you journal in hand and your stomach plumets "what is this?" But something in deans broken voice tells you he has a vauge idea but your a sucker for love so you try to deflect anways "oh just my diary" you say as you grab for it but he just pulls it out of your reach "cut the crap i read it, whats all this stuff jo and ellen not dieing about bobby not dieing what do you mean by all this y/n?" Its like wittnessing a car crush its horrible but you cant help but just stare. You clear your throat but your voice is still hoarse when you speak your tongue feels to big for you mouth "just give me my diary Dean" Dean clears his throat his voice hardening you can practically see the wall you desembled over the time you knew Dean building right back up "did you make popcorn?" Dean asks the question surprises you to the point you actually verbally say "what?" Before you can stop yourself. Dean looks at you eyes cold face stoic "did you make popcorn and eat it while i was being tortured in hell? Did you eat popcorn while sam was addicted to demon blood? Did you laugh when we broke the seals? Did you find it intertaining when cas decided to play god?" Your eyes widden in horror "no chuck no Dean" Dean gulps refusing to meet your eyes "are we nothing but a show to you?" You find yourself laughing at the idioticity of in some univere you only seeing supernatural as a measly show "What you find this funny?" You stop laughing immediately "no of course not i love all of you" Dean just shakes his head "just leave" your eyes sting becoming glassy with tears "Babe" Dean's head snaps to you and he growls out "you don't get to call me that not anymore" you bow your head your voice breaks but you manage to say "i will go let you cool down without me here" you say your safe word and let the tears fall and you slowly fade away unsure if you will ever see any of them again