Trigger Warning But

I don't have the 'I don't deserve food, I starve to d3ath' type of ed

I have the 'Let them bitches see what a hottie I am' type of ed

I enjoy it

Ate chocolate today for the first time after a month

It was SO delicious I almost passed out from joy

Yesterday we had an eid festival and my sister's husband's family and other relatives kept making comments about how much weight I lost and that I look sick

They told me my waist looks like about to break and I should put on weight

It was a lovely day tbh I felt like the damn Cinderella LMAO

Hunger disappearing the more you restrict and the more you lose the weight> Any delicious food

When I don't eat something high cal my mom or dad eats it and it makes me more happy then when I eat it, seeing them happy and healthy.

I got a minty vape it was expensive asf but it was worth it

In conclusion I'm not suicidal today😜

Today's calories: 218

Can't wait to drop 1 kg by tomorrow morning lolz

Today's calories: 490

Kinda focused on protein today

Today I wore a dress for eid then my dad said 'Your bones poke out from the dress, wear another one'

Did I win chat

A couple months ago I was eating 3000 calories a day now I freak out over 400

Today's calories: 302

Good night to me and my stomach grumbles