I keep maintaining at 51 kg for the last week because it was eid and I didn't want my relatives to get suspicious lol so I had between 800-1200 calories some days
I'm so back at starving tf outta myself btw
I hate this whole sad ed culture cuz I like being this way and I enjoy starving myself
Had 400 calories today and it feels like binge, I'm feeling
✨️SKINNI✨️
Been maintaining at 52 kg for days I'm losing my mind, like who tf maintains at 400-500, so today's gonna be like a fast, I'll have 100-150 ish calories
Chugging on zero drinks like monster and coke, Imma be at 51 kg by tomorrow❗️❗️
I'm currently 1 kg away from BMI 17
I'm so fricking fucking happy y'all cuz I've been trying and failing for years:") Life is soooo good rn
Restricting under 300 during eid ain't for the weak but mama didn't raise a quitter so we rollin'
The jealous stares I get on a daily basis since I lost 10 kg feels better than any food
Smoking and vaping at the same time like I have an another body to live in
I got a minty vape it was expensive asf but it was worth it
In conclusion I'm not suicidal today😜
Today's weight: 51,8 kg
At least I saw 51 on the scale lolz
I had 218 calories yesterday and I had a dream where I was binging then regretting, woke up in cold sweats lmao
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