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older!bf!beau has warned you before. âsweetheart, you canât just prance around in your short skirts and tight shirts at my work. youâll get my guys distracted and they wonât be able to do their jobs. and you know i donât like them lookinâ at ya either, babydoll. lookinâ at ya like youâre all available.â
but do you listen to him? mmm, no. of course not.
so as youâre thrown over beauâs knee with your skirt pulled up over your bum, you finally realise he wasnât joking with his warnings.
âyou donât listen. and girls who donât listen get their discipline smacked into them until they learn. iâm done being nice, little lady, i warned you.â
beau is quick with his practiced spanks. the sharp sting of his hits inflames your delicate flesh, staining it red with growing welts in the shape of his large handprint.
âtold you, angel. i gave you plenty of warnings not to drop by my office like that⊠especially unannounced like today.â
his voice is low and steady, dripping with that southern twang that makes your cunt drool as he keeps abusing your poor reddened globes.
you whimper and whine, your legs thrashing around as you tell him it hurts⊠and that you didnât do anything :(
but beauâs over it, and heâs no pushover. he slings his leg over yours, keeping you still in his lap. his hand meets your skin again and again and again, until tears prick at your eyes.
âmmphâ please, mâsorry!â you finally break.
beau lands one final smack to your ass before rubbing over the swollen skin with his warm palm, soothing away the sting. âyeah, you sure as hell better be, darlinâ. youâre gonna listen to me from now on, arenât you?â
âyes, daddy,â you mutter pitifully.
âthatâs my girl.â
So real
inspired by request | rafe unintentionally makes you cry
âCan you justâfuck, I said right there,â Rafe snaps, pointing aggressively at the engine while you fumble with the flashlight.
You shift your grip, trying to get it where he wants, but your hands are shaking a little now. Itâs hot, and his tone is making your chest feel tight.
âIâm sorry, I didnâtââ
âDude, justâwhy is this so hard for you?â he says, frustrated, wiping sweat off his forehead. âYouâre literally just holding a light.â
You go quiet. You donât say anything, just stand there blinking fast because if you speak now, youâll cry. And you really, really donât want to cry in front of him over something this dumb.
But a second later, your eyes are already watering. And he sees it.
âWait,â he says, eyes narrowing. âAre youâare you crying?â
You quickly look away, shaking your head. âIâm fine.â
âBabe,â he says, quieter now. âShit. I didnât mean toâhey. Hey, come here.â
You still donât look at him, just hand him the flashlight and step back.
âDonât do that,â he says, sighing. His voice is softer now, not angry anymore. âI didnât mean to yell like that. Iâm just pissed at the truck, not you.â
You shrug. âDoesnât matter.â
âIt does matter,â he mutters, walking over to you. He wraps an arm around you, pulling you into his chest. âIâm a dick. I know. Iâm sorry.â
You stay quiet, but your hand grips his shirt, and thatâs enough for him.
âIâll be nicer next time,â he says, resting his chin on top of your head. âPromise. Just donât cry, okay? Makes me feel like the biggest asshole alive.â
You mumble against his shirt, âYou kinda are.â
He chuckles. âYeah. But Iâm your asshole.â
I just loveeeee the sincerity of conversations after sex or during the sex
like after sex you are lying there trying to breathe properly and he comes out of the bathroom with a towel in hand and casually goes just as he wipes the cum off your ass
"did ya see the video?"
"what video?"
"two muppets got caught sneaking up a phone in base. price got 'em real good. smashed their head into each otha when they were broadcasting. i don't know-it's instagram or somthin'."
you nod enthusiastically and snort "soap sent to me. was too violent for me to watch. he thinks it was funny though."
he chuckles just as he strokes the redness on your ass. "you handle violent just fine"
or like you are in the middle of it, bouncing on him with all you've got and he says
"i don't like it when you don't call."
and you just freeze because what the hell he could have had this conversation around the time when he decided to watch football. so you ask, trying to comprehend.
"what?"
he simply shrugs and tightens his arms around you.
"makes me sad when you don't call."
"i-i don't know what to say."
"can't say hi?"
and it makes you wonder what happened to the man you fucked in the early days of your not-a-relationship-just-fucking thing because ghost didn't even moan let alone talking.
this one is simon you suppose.
sorry, wish my english was better and i knew anything about english accent. đ
Soft Heart and Sharp Edges
summary: You didnât have to harden yourself to survive. Not with Rafe around.
characters: rafe cameron. crybaby! reader. mentions of ruthie. topper. kiara.
warnings: dead turtle :(
word count: 1k
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The sky was slipping into dusk, the colors spilling across the ocean like someone had taken a watercolor brush and dragged it through the clouds - golds, pinks, and bleeding violets. The salt in the air clung to your skin, and the bonfire crackling nearby cast dancing shadows across the sand.
You stayed tucked against Rafeâs side, your fingers threaded tightly with his, feeling the steady pulse in his wrist against your own. His thumb brushed lazy circles along the back of your hand - grounding, possessive, sweet in a way no one else ever saw.
The beach was alive with chaos - Kooks and Pogues mixing in that strange, brittle way that could snap at any moment. Topperâs Jeep revved somewhere near the dunes, Ruthie shrieking with laughter as she gunned the engine too hard across the sand.
You heard it before you saw it - the sickening crunch. Then the tracks in the soft earth, torn straight through a scattering of tiny shapes.
At first, you didnât understand. Then your stomach twisted. The tracks werenât just in the sand. They were through a nest. A nest of baby sea turtles.
Kiara was the first to reach it, stumbling forward with a strangled sound. She bent down, her hands shaking as she scooped up a tiny, broken body. The hatchling fit into her palm like a fragile, ruined thing - a cracked shell, little flippers limp.
She whirled toward Ruthie, voice cracking in rage. "LOOK WHAT YOUâVE DONE!" Kiara screamed, her hand trembling as she held up the dead turtle.
The beach seemed to still. Even the music dipped lower, like the ocean itself was holding its breath.
Ruthie only laughed, flipping her hair over her shoulder. "Itâs a turtle, Kiara. Jesus. Chill out."
You stood frozen for a second, staring, until the devastation hit you like a wave. Your vision blurred instantly, hot tears welling up and slipping down your cheeks without permission.
The tiny creatures - their first instinct to find the sea - crushed before they even had a chance.
You sank down into the sand without thinking, your knees giving out as you scrambled forward to help the few hatchlings still moving. Your fingers, trembling, brushed one onto its feet again, coaxing it toward the surf like it could somehow make it if you just believed hard enough.
The tears came faster, silent but unstoppable, dripping off your chin onto the sand.
"Aw, are you serious?" Ruthie snickered loudly, catching sight of you. She elbowed Topper, gesturing. "Look at her. What a crybaby."
You flinched like sheâd slapped you - not because it was mean, but because it was loud and sharp and cut through your soft grief like a knife.
Thatâs when it happened. You heard the change in Rafeâs breathing before you even looked up.
One second, he was beside you. The next, he was on Ruthie.
He crossed the sand in two strides, grabbed her by the wrist so roughly her laughter cracked into a yelp. Her phone tumbled from her fingers into the sand, screen face down.
"The fuck did you just call her?" Rafeâs voice was low, dangerous - like a lit fuse just waiting for the spark.
Topper lunged forward, trying to break it up, but Rafe shoved him back without even glancing at him. Topper stumbled, nearly falling onto his ass.
Kiara watched with wide eyes, still cradling the baby turtle.
"You crushed a goddamn turtle nest, Ruthie," Rafe growled, his hand tightening enough that Ruthieâs face twisted. "And now you wanna run your mouth about her? You think thatâs funny?"
"Rafe-" Ruthie stammered, but Rafe leaned in closer, a razor smile cutting across his mouth.
"Apologize," he said, deadly quiet. "Or Iâll make you wish you had."
The fire snapped and popped behind them, casting Rafeâs face in flickering shadow. His pale blue eyes looked almost silver in the dark, furious and unblinking.
Ruthie went pale, nodding jerkily. She stammered something that vaguely sounded like sorry, and Rafe let her go with a shove that sent her stumbling backward.
But when he turned back to you, it was like a switch flipped. All that violence melted off him like a second skin he could shed just for you.
He crouched down next to you carefully, like approaching something too fragile to touch. His hands, rough and calloused, cupped your tear-streaked cheeks with a gentleness that made your chest ache.
"Hey, hey, babyâŠ" His voice cracked a little - softer than the breeze. "Please donât cry, alright? Please."
You hiccupped against him, your hands shaking as you tried to wipe at your wet cheeks with your sleeve. "Theyâre-theyâre just little babies, Rafe⊠they didnât even get to the waterâŠ"
"I know, sweetheart. I know." He kissed the damp trail of tears under your eye. "Itâs fucking awful. I hate it, too."
You sobbed again, and Rafe tucked you into his chest without hesitation, wrapping both arms around you so tightly it felt like he was trying to hold you together by force.
"You want me to fix it?" he whispered fiercely against your hair. "Tell me what to do, baby. Iâll donate, Iâll fund the whole goddamn coast if you want. Ten grand, twenty - itâs yours. We'll save a thousand turtles. Just say the word."
You buried your face into his white shirt, breathing in the sharp, clean scent of him - cologne, salt, and smoke.
"You don't have to-" you started to whisper, but Rafe cut you off with a soft kiss to your temple.
"I want to," he said. "Because you care. And because no one gets to make you feel bad for having the biggest heart I've ever seen."
The fire crackled behind you. The tide tugged at the beach with a sleepy hush. Somewhere, a few stubborn hatchlings finally found the ocean.
And you stayed there, wrapped in Rafeâs arms, soft and broken - knowing that even if the world was cruel, he would always be crueler to protect you.
You didnât have to harden yourself to survive. Not with Rafe around. He could be the sharp edges. You were allowed to stay soft.
This idea has been stick in my head but I donât got the skills to execute it.
Rafe dating a reader he calls âAngelâ bc despite growing up with Rafe reader somehow has never done half of the crazy shit Rafe did. So reader is quite literally one of the few good thing going for him.
Until *dundundun*
Someone at a party convinces reader to try some drugs (Rafe as the controlling bastard he is, though thatâs a good? thing in this case, doesnât let reader do anything that isnât weed) because Rafe must get tired of being around someone innocent. But when Rafe finds out whatâs been done heâs rightfully pissed that someone tried to taint his angel.
warnings: childhood friends to lovers, drug use, peer pressure, coercion, manipulation, slight angst, crying, fighting, rafe is very overprotective, a little bit of rough handling, reader is described to be innocent and kind of sheltered, light fluff, reader freaks out when she realizes sheâs high, reassurance + comfort
wc: 1.3k
âinnocent little y/nââ thatâs what everyone called you when you were growing up. you never lied, you never stole, you were actually a tattletale and everyone hated you for it. because of that, no one ever wanted to be your friend, all except for rafe who had no idea why he felt the overwhelming need to protect you and keep you tucked into his side where you were âsafe and soundâ from anyone who wanted to tease or be mean to you. it was rather easy since you found yourself following him around everywhere anyways.
your dynamic changed when you two got older and he had another threat to worry about that he didnât have once before; and that was boys. he remembered hearing some of his friends talk about you in a way that had him throwing punches and getting suspended. once ward threatened him with military school on the mainland, he decided that the only way people with ulterior motives and sick and twisted minds would back off was if he stook his claim on you and let everyone know that you were his. and of course.. it worked.
no one knew how on godâs green earth you two ended up together. rafe was a hothead with a drug habit to match, and you were just there; oblivious to it all. you didnât know anything about rafeâs little problem since he never did any lines or took rips from a bong in front of you. except for one time when he unintentionally got you high when you two were boxed in his truck and he decided to smoke since ward was on his ass and he needed it. he didnât snap until he looked over at you and saw you spaced out, your eyes red and glossy as you played with the ends of your hair.
rafe was quick to throw out his joint before fanning the air and rolling down the windows. for the next hour he had to deal with your nonstop giggling and even went as far as getting you snacks from the food mart in a poor attempt to shut you up. âwould you quit it already?!â he scolded you every time you tried to feed him whatever sweet you had in between your fingers. rafe vowed from that night forward that weed was the only thing heâd ever let you get high on. fortunately, he never smoked in front of you again and didnât have to worry about that problemâ until now.
âdo you really think rafe wants to be with someone whoâs boring? a little bit of blow isnât the end of the world, angel.â topper scooted closer to you on the couch, making sure to throw in the nickname rafe has had for you since you were kids. âiâm not boring..â you crossed your arms over your chest once you saw the way topper eyed your cleavage, your eyes searching the room for any sign of rafe. âyou sure about that? why do you think rafe never does his shit in front of you? itâs cause youâre a fucking buzz kill.â topper opened up the tiny baggy of powder, a smug grin spreading across his lips once he saw you peer down in curiosity.
ârafe is a pretty crazy dude, wouldnât he want a break from all of this âinnocentâ shit? i bet you heâs no where to be found right now because heâs talking to another girl who actually knows how to have a good time.â he scoffed, his words making your eyes water. âjust try it, baby, i think rafe would love to see you bouncing off of the walls for once,â topper opened the baggy, scooping some of the substance up with his pinky, âand you wanna know something else? this shit makes you go all fucking night long. rafe would definitely appreciate that..â you eyed topperâs hand as he brought it up to your eye level.
âi donât knowââ you backed away slightly before his fingertips were nudging your lips. âyes you do know, just snort it, come on,â you kept moving away until your back hit the armrest of the couch. topper had his pinky directly under your nostril, a sense of panic flooding your system as you attempted to turn your face away. topper only followed, cursing a âjust fucking snort it already!â before you succumbed and gave the substance the lightest sniff you could muster. in seconds, you screwed your eyes shut tight, the crunching sound of bone meeting bone making you yelp once you realized rafeâs fist planted into the side of topperâs face.
topper was immediately rendered unconscious, the partygoers nearby all gasping in unison. rafe grabbed your face, inspecting you quickly before he spotted the coke residue on the tip of your nose. âthat sorry motherfucker..â he gritted his teeth, his vision growing blind with white hot anger. despite topperâs unconscious state, rafe still punched him until he drew blood, kelce, along with some of his other friends stepping in before things could get worse. âheâs down already bro, thatâs enough!â kelce shouted, your boyfriend swatting away all of their hands until they were able to get him off.
getting out of their grip, rafe wasted no time in dragging you up by your arm, your legs shaking as he lead you two out of the crowded house and to his truck. âlet me see you.â he pulled out his phone, flashing the light on your face. your pupils were blown to shit, your teeth clattering as you shivered in the chilly night air. âfuck, baby..â he felt guilty beyond words for thinking stepping away to get another drinkâ even if it was for a quick second, that leaving you alone was a good idea. ârafe, my heart is beating really fast!â you cried, grabbing his hand and placing it over your chest as your face twisted in horror.
âi know, i know, just try to stay calm, angel.â he placed you in the passenger seat, clicking your seatbelt in place before rushing around and peeling off in the direction of home. you were sweating now and panting as if you had just ran a marathon. rafe felt utterly helpless, the scared look etched into your usual soft and happy features made his gut wrench. he swore he would never do a line again even if his tolerance was already up there from years of experience. he hated seeing you like this. âhe wouldnât stop getting close to me, i didnât know what else to do!â your leg was bouncing, your fingertips itching to move in anyway you could.
âdonât worry, weâre almost home.â he reassured you, taking your hand and pressing a kiss to your knuckles before you could panic any further. once you two were in the driveway, rafe rushed you both inside, quickly starting a cold shower and cleaning you up. neither of you went to sleep until your high subsided a few hours later. during that time, rafe made you push down a lot of water along with eating something so you werenât on an empty stomach. âeverything is okay, alright?â rafe held you in his arms, a small hum sounding from your lips before you drifted off into a much needed slumber.
rafe watched you sleep and he couldnât help but think of everything after this incident occurred. you were the only person in his life that wasnât tainted in any way. the only good thing he had going for him. he couldnât handle the thought of topper forcing his way over you and you sitting there helplessly, hoping heâd turn up soon. the thought made his fists clench again as he recalled the confused yet relieved look on your face once he was in your view. he made a promise to never leave you alone like that ever again.
gone were the days of attending pointless parties..
àšà§ â jj finding out you like his dimple . . .
JJ had you folded beneath him, your legs locked around his waist, breathy little uh uh uh's falling from your lips as he rolled his hips deep and slow. His hand was planted around your waist, arching your back so you could feel him all the way in your stomach. His forearm flexing, shark tooth swinging lightly with each movement.
And he was smirking. Of course he was.
You were already fucked-out, fluttering around him with every slow grind, and then, thenâhe let out a breathy laugh and grinned down at you, that fucking dimple popping on his cheek like it knew you were weak.
Your body reacted before your brain did and JJ felt it instantly.
His hips stuttered. He blinked, then leaned down with that shit-eating look that meant danger.
ââŠKnew it,â he murmured, eyes dark, voice all low and smug. âKnew youâd get tighter when I smiled.â
You slapped his chest. âJJ!â
âWhat?â he laughed, not even pretending to be sorry. âThat was so fast. Youâre a little dimple freak.â
âI hate youââ
âYou love me. And my dimple.â He grinned again just to prove a point, dragging his hips slow and deep, and sure enoughâhe felt you clamp again.
He moaned, all dramatic. âJesus. Thatâs crazy. You're literally squeezing my dick over a face crease.â
You buried your face in his neck, humiliated.
âDon't hide now, baby,â he whispered, breath hot at your ear. âWeâre gonna talk about this every time I smile.â
And unfortunately for you, JJ Maybank made it his life mission to keep smiling now.
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