my aunt and godmother just died
my friend was complaining about how she didn't like the sweets she was trying and I said "awwww" as in a friendly banter kind of thing and she just shot back, "Well, at least I am eating."
She said that so accusingly as well but I felt super fucking happy
Was looking for protein bars today and there was one with weed
Also a guy had a monster energy t shirt and I fucking need that
Please , i cant be the only one who dreams abt someone asking me if im okay or are you eating 😭
is it just me or do stomach growls lowkey feel nice
No better feeling than finally being locked in again after binging for days
I can't believe I keep throwing this feeling away when it's literally the best thing ever and nothing, truly NOTHING feels good about binging, because I don't even enjoy the food I eat when I do and even if I did in my head I'd be screaming at me to stop but most of the times I can't
It's one of the worst experience s in my opinion, whereas restricting does have a couple downsides but they don't outweigh (heh) how good it feels
Do i hate it when people worry about me? Hell yea! Does it feel nice to know that someone gives a shit about me/notices that i'm getting worse? YES!
When u think ur doing 'well' so you try to eat normally again but instead get on a choo-choo train to b1nge land
I be contemplating my whole life
I can't believe I was actually considering thinking about thinking to consider recovery, when my siblings apparently see me the way they do - and if all it took was that and a good scroll through Tumblr then I guess I really wouldn't be ready at all