I Didn’t Finish Arcane, Arcane Finished ME😪💔

collide literally left me SPEECHLESS. it broke me, put me back together, then broke me AGAINNN. ellie and reader finally getting back together after all the pain and heartbreak they went through💔 the way i sobbed reading the readers part of the epilogue. val you are AMAZING AND WONDERFUL LET ME GIVE YOU A KISS. this fic literally blew me away and i will never stop thinking about it. btw, you were so right about ellie writing lover, you should’ve come over (i listened to that song on an hour loop while reading)

ILY MWAH🤍😘🫂

OH MY GODDD I’M SOBBINGGGG the way you described it??? “it broke me, put me back together, then broke me AGAIN” is LITERALLY the exact structure of Collide. it’s meant to be healing through devastation and i am so honored that you went through it all with me.

the reader’s POV in the epilogue was SO special to me. like that was my gift to her. to you. i wanted her to finally get to speak, and when i tell you i cried writing it… I DID. the three parts of the epilogue are my magnus opus acc.

and YESSS Lover, You Should’ve Come Over??? ellie wrote that with her soul. she put her whole chest, lungs, and spiritual breakdown into it. thank you for listening on loop — that means more than you know 🥺🫂

now get over here so i can kiss you. MWAH 💋 ILY FOREVER

IM. SCARED.

ask me stuff PLEASE i’m bored

questions I think would be fun to be asked

what are 3 things you’d say shaped you into who you are?

show us a picture of your handwriting?

3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?

what’s an inside joke you have with your family or friends?

what made you start your blog?

what’s the best and worst part of being online/a creator?

what scares you the most and why?

any reacquiring dreams?

tell a story about your childhood

would you say you’re an emotional person?

what do you consider to be romance?

what’s some good advice you want to share?

what are you doing right now?

what’s something you’ve always wanted to do but maybe been to scared to do?

what do you think of when you hear the word “home”?

if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

name 3 things that make you happy

do you believe in ghosts and/or aliens?

favourite thing about the day?

favourite things about the night?

are you a spiritual person?

say 3 things about someone you love

say 3 things about someone you hate

what’s one thing you’re proud of yourself for?

fave season and why?

fave colour and why?

any nicknames?

do you collect anything?

what do you do when you’re sad?

what’s one thing that never fails to make you happy/happier?

are you messy or organised?

how many tabs do you have open right now?

any hobbies?

any pet peeves?

do you trust easily?

are you an open book or do you have walls up?

share a secret

fave song at the moment?

youtuber you’ve been obsessed with and why?

any bad habits?

(this post was stolen from @teenage-mutant-ninja-freak, since it couldn't be reblogged anymore)

I love being that mutual that is online almost 24/7

thanks for the tag @yokedtablet 😘🖤

list ten songs that have been in your head or you’ve been listening a lot to lately

1. Twilight - bôa

2. Lover, you should’ve come over - Jeff Buckley

3. Basic Being Basic - DJO

4. Fate of the Faithful - Greta Van Fleet

5. Conspiracy - Paramore

6. Nothing, Absolutely - Gigi Perez

7. Back to Friends - Sombr

8. Ribs - Lorde

9. Umbra - Ghost

10. The line - Twenty Øne Pilots

tags🖤 @peanutt0ast @ellies-real-wife @cns-mari @aj0elap0l0gist

ten songs, ten tags list ten songs that have been in your head or you've been listening to a lot lately stealing the tag game from @grandpayaoi

Don't Talk To Strangers - DIO

My God - Mad Dog

Neter - Dismal

My Soul Is Slashed - Mylène Farmer

おまえの犬になる - The Stalin

Awake - Godsmack

My Fuckin' Valentine - BUCK-TICK

Crescent - Brendan Perry

Nice To Be Around - Paul Williams

Raz-dwa-raz-dwa - Maanam

Feel free to ignore but I'd like to hear what you guys have been listening to lately!! (^_^) @pngkaa @izuvfs @servantserah @snoozaga @modmad @facade @donutfrost @nagihto @josephinebrause

Let The Light In

Abby Anderson x Fem Reader

Summary: Wanting some lovin’ from Abby after a rough day on patrol

Warnings: None basically, just pure fluff. Use of pet names (baby, love). Comfort. Reader cries briefly. Abby and reader are in an established relationship. Mentions of violence/infected. Lmk if I missed any!

A/N: Listen to Let The Light In by Lana Del Rey for the best experience while reading<3

It was a typical day. 

Socialize, go on patrol, worry about scars. At this point, you just wanted to go to your apartment and lie down. As much as this was needed, there were still a few more hours left of patrol around the WLF base. You had been assigned to patrol with Manny and a few others. 

When patrol was over, you raced to your apartment as fast as you could, crashing onto your bed and immediately settling into comfort. Abby still isn't home yet; she probably got stuck on her own assignment. You sigh and roll over, staring out the window—seeing the sunlight spill into the room. 

Summer was about to end—the days were getting shorter and shorter. The sun setting earlier in the upcoming days made you accept that winter would soon be starting. At the sheer mention of the cold, a shiver racks through your body. You shake it off and drag the comforter up to your chin.

The hours had begun to pass by slowly, almost painfully, while waiting for Abby to get back. All you want to do is curl up to her side while listening to her steady breathing. That's all a girl could wish for. 

Continuing to glance out of the window, you hear the door knob click and you sit up quickly. You look over at the door, a grin lighting up on your face, finally seeing that Abby was back. 

“Ugh, baby, finally you're home.” 

You look at her with a playful glare. Pretending to be mad at her, but as your eyes land on her face, all worries wash away from you. She glances at you perched on the bed, a soft smile spreading across her face, “I know love,” she sighs, “Patrol took longer than we thought it would.”

You look down at your hands, fidgeting with your fingers, “I missed you…”

She frowns and walks over to you, resting a hand on your cheek, tilting your head up to look at her. “I missed you too, I'm sorry I was late, but I'm here now.” 

You nod. Looking into her eyes, which seem softer than usual, but you're not complaining. Tearing up slightly, you look away swiftly so Abby can't tell, but she can always tell when something is wrong. 

“Hey… what’s wrong, love?” She frowns more, seeing your eyes well with tears. She's worried but doesn't want to cause you to panic.

“I just missed you today, and there were so many infected around—scars… I—I was worried we wouldn't get out in time.” Your heart races, and you start to feel an anxiety attack coming on. 

Abby holds your jaw in her hands, holding you steady, looking down at you softly but sternly. “It’s okay, baby, you're safe, I’m here, we’re both here.” 

She starts to rub your back lightly, knowing physical touch is what calms you down. 

“I know just what you need right now…” She smiles, with a slight smirk behind it. You look up at her, confused, raising your eyebrow. Abby just laughs faintly, lying you back down gently, lowering herself to lie down on top of you, putting her full weight on you. 

She can feel your heart rate slowing, as the tears stop as well. She reaches up and wipes the remaining tears off your reddened cheek, leaning down to plant a kiss on your forehead. 

This was what you had wanted all day while on patrol. To be in Abby's tight embrace, knowing you were safe and nothing could hurt you anymore. Nothing could ever hurt you here. 

You nuzzle your face into her neck, smelling pine and the faint scent of iron on her skin from dried blood after fighting off infected and scars. 

“Thank you, Abs…” You reach up, skimming your fingers over her shoulders, feeling them relaxed, which was not very often. 

“No need to thank me, you know I’d do anything for you.” You blush at her words, feeling shy under her gaze now. 

“Why do you always know the right things to say?” You smile lightly, looking between her eyes. 

“Because I'm perfect, duh.” She rolls her eyes playfully, flicking her braid over onto her other shoulder.

You shake your head, letting out a choked laugh. Reaching up to squish her cheeks gently. 

“I love you, Abs.” She looks down at you in awe, “I love you, too, doofus.”

Taglist: @valeisaslut @grayandthyme @yokedtablet @aj0elap0l0gist @starzz-l0ver @autisticintr0vert @toofargonetocare @lluxentzz @ellies-real-wife @justanotherabbystan @robinphobia @sophiandrae

you’re telling me they don’t have any connection what so ever? yeah joel killed abby’s dad and abby killed ellie’s only father figure but like… THEYRE SO HOT TOGETHER. #ellabs forEVER. i need them. need to see them have sesbian lex together 😍