forrveverdreaming

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I usually get addicted to literally anything that distracts me from the fact that I exist

so i started to think about some stuff. never doing that again.

wanted to post this on it's own because i spent so much time on it...

Simone de Beauvoir, from "Inseraparable: A Never Before Published Novel,"

be busy. busy not checking messages. busy reading those books you never started or finished. busy having a good night of sleep. busy taking care of yourself and your skin. busy moving your body. busy helping your community. busy reflecting on your life and what you can improve. busy doing things aside from the capitalistic viewpoint of “productivity.” busy slowing down.

Craving entertainment but having absolutely no interest in anything

Kill me

can’t wait to surprise everyone in fall by how tiny i’ve gotten, i fantasize about it 24/7

being skinny and beautiful is hard

but being fat and ugly and disgusting is worse

Getting sk1nny is literally free and low effort.

It costs NOTHING to eat fewer c4ls than your body burns, and that’s the ONLY requirement for wl. Your body naturally does the rest of the work for you. The only hard part is overcoming your mindset, so focus on that to make the rest of this process easy.

Stay consistent and patient and the results WILL come with time, whether you eat 100 or 1100 per day. It’s a physical and biological guarantee.

(Remember to take your vitamins, sleep, stay hydrated, and go for a walk. Health is important too)

you really want a sk1nni fall? then why haven’t you started yet.

the it girl’s spring cleaning

phone reset

delete old contacts and messages

go through social media following

delete unused apps

go through photos

set a new wallpaper

add widgets for reminders, weather, battery, etc.

delete old songs and add new ones

environmental reset

clean your bedroom (vacuum, dust, put clothes away, etc.)

sort through and donate old clothes

organize your makeup, skincare, etc.

wash or change your bedsheets

rearrange your bedroom

open your windows and curtains to let fresh air in

get outdoors

clean your home with fresh scented products (lemon, lavender, etc.)

physical reset

try a new workout routine

get some new outfits

do a face mask

exfoliate and shave

oil your hair or do a hair mask

try a new hair color, cut, or style

do your nails or get your nails done

get some fresh makeup and try a new makeup routine

do a lip mask and scrub

mental reset

start journaling or try some new prompts

do a refreshing meditation

try a new yoga practice or workout

read instead of scrolling

put a time limit on your phone usage

reset your sleep schedule

I'm really tired of looking in the mirror and feeling disgusting

i need to change, i can't live like this anymore

thinking about how much work i could get done if i would do it

2024 collection

people who arent anorexic are skinnier than you

I’ve ate sm in Miami and on the cruise but I’m still on the cruise and starting a fast bc there’s no reason for my fat ass to participate in the all u can eat buffets when I’m this fat and disgusting my lack of self control is horrible but I’ve been fasting for 8 hrs so far ima try to do only one meal if day if needed bc of my mom but if she doesn’t see me then fasting pills no sugar only alc tea coffee and alcohol low cal drinks!

I saw this skinny girl at the airport and it literally made me wanna die like if I had self control that would’ve already been me

Crying bc of how fat u are<<<

need to look like this

Me w jas tookes

Here’s some model thinspo.

* I used to not idolize models at all. Like even at the beginning of my ED I didn’t. I idolized skinny girls in baggy clothes and ballet dancers. More aesthetically pleasing photos.

I was watching Romee Strijid on Youtube and I just thought about how beautiful she is. I then watched the VS ANGEL 2018 fashion show. Which I thought I would get bored and turn it off. But let me tell you I did not get bored. I watched the whole thing.

My new obsession is VS models and models in general. The way their hip bones stick out is insane and their workouts are perfect for toning. They’re bodies are amazing. Here are some pictures of girls that match what I want to look like.

Current weight: Fat

Goal weight: Bones

We need to start frantically and obsessively reading books in less than 24 hours again

black girl th1nspo ❤❤❤

reasons to ☆ve that are not "for him hehe" (these r definitely vv toxic)

- revenge

- to shock the shit out of ppl

- to be scary and unapproachable

- to traumatise my mother <3 the bitch deserves it

- to be more androgynous and confuse cis ppl <3

- for that clean feeling that comes from having an empty stomach

- to make my family worried and refuse their help so they feel bad for not giving a fuck earlier <3

- to be nothing but bones

- more aesthetic bruises <3

- get drunk faster (don't do alcohol guys)

- to dress like a homeless person and still look cool

- to meet that one "friend" i haven't seen since high school and shock them. also make them envious of my looks

- to be hated and envied by everyone but also get all the attention <3

- pretty/skinny privilege

- dainty and fragile wearing oversized clothes in fall/winter <3 like imagine being curled up in a soft comforter while holding a cup of steaming green tea with your graceful bony hands and feeling small and cozy asgdghsg can't wait

- getting sick easily (love that hurt/comfort)

i will add more later <3

Some of the ppl on Ed twt are so horrible and so many trolls i honestly can’t even enjoy the app I’m happy to just be back on tumblrr

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