Gansey Finds Out His Friends Are Smooching

I hate feeling like people are getting bored of me

Category is chaotic duo~

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i always feel a bit bad when i want to like something but it has x39/x9/1000/100 notes or likes, idk how to explain it entirely but it makes me feel like im ruining something which is perfect, it already has a perfect number of likes what more could i add? but at the end of the day i still do like it, maybe to have it within my vicinity or im adding more popularity for it to reach more people or im sadistic that way, who will know? no one. not even me.

My favorite shit is seeing former Gifted Kids go from workaholic repressed bitches to full on Cottagecore bitches. Like, I went to a Gifted Program in High school. That kid obsessed with Chemistry and Astrophysics? He works at an animal sanctuary now. That kid who overworked himself just for the teacher's approval? He delivers things while taking care of his houseplants with his girlfriend. I, the kid who had a full-blown breakdown when the teacher said she wasn't trying hard enough? I'm taking care of my aging parents while doing a sewing apprenticeship.

It's like a rebellion in the most wholesome way possible, I am LIVING for it.

pondering

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so anyway, y'all ever fail an assignment in your favorite class and feel the world crashing down around you as you realize you're not actually an expert on the one thing you genuinely loved and thought you were good at and suddenly it's the only thing you can think about and you can't move past it because you crave validation from your teachers and you need everyone to believe you're perfect at everything you do because yeah

from being the boy who wanted nothing more than to be the Military police and live a quiet life to becoming the man that would die proud as a member of the scout regiment, he grew up (and so did we)

i think it equally plausible that yor did her hair, however this is also Cute