the Medicine & Anatomy Students

i am once again fighting the urge to disappear

Hbd my summer child

あなたはいつも私の一日を完成させます

Day and Night.

if kenjaku takes over gojo imma cry

(comm info/ kofi support)

the fact that after gansey died on the highway and all that insane shit went down he and the lads still went to school for another 4 months..... can u imagine u have just died (for the second time) (after having kissed ur gf (who is half tree) for the first time) while ur best friend had black dripping out of his ears because a magical forest u discovered was being unmade by a literal demon shaped like a megahornet which just possessed ur other best friend. and then a day later ur sitting in calculus

—do you ever tell your parent that what if you couldn't do it and all they say is “i know you will”. no mom. what if i didn't? what if i disappointed you? what about the backup? what about my guilt? where do I keep this feeling? why is it so heavy? what if i fail? what then? will you still think of me as your brightest kid? will you still use me as an example for my siblings? will i be an example? what if i couldn't be that intelligent always making you proud kid? what if i fail mom? why is this feeling so heavy? where do I keep it mom? where do I keep this courage? you've made me so hard i beg for softness

i am a tragedy enjoyer before i am human