Me in fourth grade: I am a god above you all. I have a twelfth grade reading level. I'm one of the two biggest readers in school and everybody knows it. This book? Yeah, I started it yesterday. I finished it today. Yeah it's 600 pages, what about it? You fools are nothing compared to me.
Me now: I can only read fanfiction and comic books. I can't even reread my favourite books. Actually starting a new book? Not happening. Reading is still my favourite activity but I can't do it. I am physically incapable of reading more than ten pages. I had to google how to spell twelfth. My favourite books are all over 1000 pages send help.
Hospital Playlist (2020) ep. 8 // Hospital Playlist 2 (2021) ep. 2
Just a series of Song Hwa enjoying Ik Jun’s corny jokes (+ the other 99s wondering what’s wrong with her)
track 5 and 9, midnights
tw: derealization/depersonalization
i don't feel like i belong in my own body. i look around and everything feels out of focus and too sharp at the same time. are these my hands? are those my legs? who's touching me? am i touching me? the cloudless sky looks like a badly rendered video game; the foggy dusk drive feels more estranged and comforting than my own home. i'm walking down the stairs to get some water; it's dark; i feel dead. i'm floating around like a spectre; a phantom inside a body of flesh and bone. my skin is crawling; it, too, wishes i wasn't in it. someone asks me a question. "what?" it comes out more like a hum underwater. "have you been listening to me?" no.
“There’s a special place in my heart for the ones who were with me at my lowest and still loved me when I wasn‘t very loveable.”
— Unknown
obsessed with this tweet
I think i am subconsciously trying to ruin my own life
Satoru Gojo's soul knowing otherwise Jujutsu Kaisen Season 2 Episode 9