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lee ik jun telling chae song hwa he loves her without saying “i love you”

tw: derealization/depersonalization

i don't feel like i belong in my own body. i look around and everything feels out of focus and too sharp at the same time. are these my hands? are those my legs? who's touching me? am i touching me? the cloudless sky looks like a badly rendered video game; the foggy dusk drive feels more estranged and comforting than my own home. i'm walking down the stairs to get some water; it's dark; i feel dead. i'm floating around like a spectre; a phantom inside a body of flesh and bone. my skin is crawling; it, too, wishes i wasn't in it. someone asks me a question. "what?" it comes out more like a hum underwater. "have you been listening to me?" no.

I used to love KitKat... But not anymore 🫠 #the_betrayal I can't with this.

PS: yes I'm still alive, midterms went good, thank you to all who wished me good luck 🥹🫶🏻✨

PPS: I read the inbox so rest assured even if it takes me long to answer, I read the stuff you send guys~✨🪷

I want to talk about how this scene is extremely underrated - or rather, the fact this conversation even happened is underrated.

While we know Twilight already planned to tell Yor that Nightfall was absolutely not going to take her place, I don't think he planned to open up to her about his mother - his real one, not one he made up for the Loid Forger role. Twilight, in this moment, felt comfortable enough to share real information about himself with Yor.

I feel like people treat this scene as him just making Yor feel better when it shows so much more.

Twilight probably hasn't talked about his mother in at least a decade. The only people to maybe know and have heard what happened are Handler and Franky, but even they probably have no idea.

This sort of character development is absolutely flooring when you dive into how Twilight normally is. It's like seeing a genuine smile from him - which he only does around Yor.

And to add onto this, Twilight doesn't seem to purposefully remember his past very often. We've only seen flashbacks during times of stress. Yet, he comfortably recalls his mother when talking to Yor.

This scene does a tremendous job of showing Loid's/Twilight's trust (and blooming adoration) in Yor. And, I just love that 💕

fun fact! did you know that you can gain extra ‘forbidden time’ by staying up late in the night? but Watch Out

You know I always hear about gifted kids who stayed working and ended up getting burn out because they were constantly pushing.

But what about gifted kids who just stopped?

I was considered a gifted kid for my whole childhood but at one point I just stopped working cause I believed I was better than everyone, so my grades slipped a lot.

I went from passing everything with flying colours and people wanting to push me up 2 grades, to failing every class and not knowing what to do with myself.

And the worse thing about this is when all anyone can do is compare you to when you were 7.

Anyone else?

i am once again fighting the urge to disappear

I don’t need a man but where is he

Jujutsu Kaiesen - manga wallpaper

Seung jae: I am going out to buy some snacks, you guys need anything?

Jiho: A will to live

Sol B: All my enemies dead

Sol A: Ability to live without needing sleep

Ye seul: Ability to turn my trauma to humour

Joon Hwi: Turn back time to when my uncle was alive

Bok Gi: Better self esteem

Seung jae:...... So a therapist? I will call the hospital

(credit @confusedsoulsramblings )