WHAT: A Month-long Celebration For AxelxSaix (LeaxIsa) And Vice Versa. WHEN: July 8 (Saixel Day) –

Di[e]ce Winter Weeks | Snow

Some idiots lying around in how-do-i-draw-snow-again!

Bonus:

Riku Appreciation Week | Day 1: Favourite Appearance So, this felt like the perfect opportunity to finally, well, draw some Riku. I absolutely love hin im 3D. I could run around as him all the time! (ReCoded is very close though, DataRiku is my little darling, haha.)

Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 4: Sparkle

Those days with you were the happiest of my life.

AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 19: SET C - “Crush My Heart”

The first thing I felt was a stinging pain carved in my face.

I touched my cheek with a shaking hand and so the second thing I felt was wet and sticky and warm and it suddenly made me taste iron on my lips.

The third thing I felt was breathing. My own, deep but burning in my chest, and that of another, calm, below me. Another. Another person.

I tried to wipe away the blood from my eyes and moved to lift myself up. It was hard, my whole body felt heavy, but I managed to prop myself up on one arm. And there you were.

Breathing, motionless. I stared at your face. Alive, but unmoving. I tried to say your name, but nothing came out, my lips wet with blood but dry anyway and my throat numb. I didn’t know how long I hovered over you, but it was the realization that I was dripping blood onto your face that finally made me sit back.

I didn’t know why I was bleeding again. I didn’t know why I was lying on the floor or why you were there (asleep? unconscious?). But I realized I did know where I was. My breath started to hitch and I felt my stomach clench as I recognized the room where we had lost our hearts. Where you tried to save me, where I gave in anyway, my heart taken from me and my face carved.

Why were we here?

Did this mean… that it was … over?

Was I... back…? Was I …

Was I me again?

Sometimes as a Nobody I had tried to imagine how it would feel when my heart would be returned. I thought I’d feel relief or maybe even happiness. But in reality all I felt was pain and grief and a horror I couldn’t even place but that gripped me so tightly it blocked out everything else. When tears finally came I didn’t stop them. They burned in the cuts on my cheeks, but I barely felt it. I sat next to your unmoving body and I wept for the first time in years, until finally someone came rushing into the room, screaming your name and taking both of us away.

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"This would be the last night we ever spent beneath the same stars." 20 Days left.

I decided to do my personal countdown for the european release of KH 2.5 Remix! (because we have to wait three days longer than North America.)

It will be the 20 things I am looking forward the most, in no specific order. At first I had no idea what I should do for twenty days, but when I was staring to write a list about my favourite moments, i got to 50. x'DDSome days I will probably just write about it, but when I've got the time I will try to draw something. :)

Today's motif is actually pretty easy to explain: I'm really looking forward to BBS. It's the only one of my favourite games that will be playable in the Remixes. (the other two are DDD and Re:coded) BBS was what actually got me into the series. I did play and I did like KH before, but it was nothing really special to me – until BBS happened. I mean, a game that starts with such a quote is predestined to become one of my favourites, haha. Also, I was looking for a way to play it with my siblings, well, this one is perfect!

AKUSAIMONTH: BERSERK Day 9: SET C - “Lyrics (Together)”

[ I know to be there When and where, I’ll be there You know what’s to be said We said out loud, we never said

My premonition of the world comes to me A sun in your eyes Says I’m alright ] [ Together - The xx ]

“Isa! Is that you?! Did it get you too?! Where the hell are - Woah, I-Isa, what - what happened to your face?!”

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Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 17: Prison

Strange, I just felt like - Nah, probably just my imagination.

Things that make me feel like posting on Tumblr is actually still worth the effort:

THANK YOU SO MUCH for your tags, they make my day!! <3

Calm Nights And Mornings (A.k.a the picture that low-key looks like Zavier wants to strangle Danny)

[Alternate Ending AU]

AKUSAIMONTH: DAYTIME MOON Day 1: Favourite Scene

[ He was  w e a k . ]

… he says, while showing so much sadness, disguised as anger, as despise. I don’t know what he thinks about in this moment, which memories come to his mind, yet it is easy to see the grief he denies feeling.