Somebody Needs To Name My Fics Instead Of Me, Because I'm Absolutely Awful At It 💀

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𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐋𝐞𝐰𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞 (𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧)

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Harry is most of all a desperate and clingy yandere.

Wants to be glued to you all the time. Harry just can not help it. Whenever he is away from you he can not help to miss you. Your presence is like a life force. 

Longs for your praise. It is just euphoric. Having the opportunity to make you proud, to prove himself to you, to show how he is capable of being a good lover to you. It just leaves Harry enraptured. 

His pastel blue hoodie covering your upper body whilst he fully embraces you with his warm body. Feeling Harry’s smile against your skin. The heat of his breathing washing over you. His voice holding so much love in it that just hearing it makes your heart beat so fast it almost hurts.

Naturally falls into the submissive role in the relationship. Feels guilty since he deems it selfish, but Harry loves it when you take control of him and everything else. So he can only focus on your presence and your touch. 

Overall feels that you dominating him is just right (submissive, but unfortunately not breedable).

To him, you are happiness. Just pure happiness. And everyone around can see that. His friends, his family, and his fans. Harry’s heart-eyes and excited voice and speech whenever he can speak about you, catches everyone’s eye.

But after a while, it becomes a bit bitter to the others around him. It is odd, even a bit concerning. Harry’s need to be around you all the time. The worst of it comes out when he is taken away from you. He becomes irritated, sad, and impatient at the same time. But no one dares to mention it, not after one of the Sidemen did and got hit with a storm. 

Will not tolerate any disrespect towards you. He can be mean, very mean and his fist can be even more malicious with the anger that it withholds. If someone attempts to disturb you or make you feel a negative emotion he will not hold back. Unless you tell him to of course. 

Admittedly his clinginess can be extremely tiring. And might even lead to you wanting to take a break from the relationship or end it altogether. Harry would not know what to do, just consumed by shock, fear and misery clouding his world.

“No, NO. Please don’t”

He would just cling to you. As if you were going to disappear for good if he held you any tighter. In a way, you would.

“Do you want me to beg, I can beg”

Falling to his knees, now desperately holding on to your legs he would beg. His mind racing, not knowing what to say, but needing to prevent you from leaving

“I can change, I will change. Do anything you want, be what you want me to be. Please don’t leave me. I am begging you. Please, oh please. Just Please”

Hiccups of forlorn cries interrupted Harry’s rambling as he looked up at you with hope. Wishing you would smile upon him, stroke his cheek and say you will not leave him.

Almost like clay, ready to be molded to his owner's wish, if they wish to do so.

But no matter if you change and manipulate him a bit or not, Harry’s love and desire will not weaken in strength. They will only get stronger until he breathes his last breath. 

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If you guys want I could also do some lil headcanons abt smut with yan!H and go a lil dark with it lol. Anyways, i hope you enjoyed this and that you have a good day or night 💗!!

I am sorry, but unfortunately i am not familiar with him therefore i can not really write for him. Hope that is okay :)

!!! NEW ACCOUNT ALLERT !!!

I used to be @gohuhustuff but my account got banned so yeah…

Anyways ill be writing imagines for:

Sidemen

Arthur TV

Alex Elmslie

George Clarkey

I’ll be writing fluff, angst, yandere and smut (strictly dom!reader)

So yeah, send me a request if you wish :D !!!

Idk if my first where I said went through or not

(I kinda fell asleep while writing it out and when I woke up it was gone)

But I think the social media au is/was cool!

I could see it being a neat way for showing how fan react to things in the fic/hcs.

Also your Arthurtv hcs where chefs kiss🤌🏽💕

Didn't get the 1st one so ig it's lost forever 🧍.

Nice to hear they turned out that way lol, i feel the same abt it tbh. Always wanted to try to do it but never got a chance till now. Will try to fit em into future stuff aswell.

Also, tysm 😳

Hey!

If anyone has ideas or wishes for some 8th member of the sidemen!reader imagines or headcanons please let me know.

All ideas are appreciated 💞

In my last post imagine for arthurtv I added a bit of social media au into the mix. Would you guys like to see that more in upcoming posts or maybe even an imagine fully like that. If yes let me know what would yall like :D

I guess I'm bee 🐝 anon <3. I'm excited to be here ᕕ(՞ᗜ՞)ᕗ

Hello bee anon !! I'm glad to have you here hihi. It takes time for me to finish requests, but you can always send some ;D

can i request a really angsty jj x reader? like way back when he was fight Logan, and Jake decides to verbally attack the reader or something? also don’t be shy to throw in protective!sidemen into the mix.

have a great day/ night <3

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𝘾𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚___𝙆𝙨𝙞 & 𝙎𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙣 𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

Thank you so much for requesting and a good day/night to you too!! This is my first time writing angst, but I hope yall like it <3. Also the setting might be a little unaccurate, but it helps the story to flow better.

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From the start you had always been anxious about JJ doing boxing. Since it was JJ he put a lot of work into it and became very good. And of course you didn't even doubt that he'll beat Joe Weller. But even considering that, there was something in you that was always worried.

So here you were. Worried about him, again. You forced yourself to fully believe that he'll win, because you couldn't imagine what would happen if he lost to Logan.

Before the night you and the boys decided to go to a party before the big fight day. The others had noticed your worry and hoped that a few drinks and some fun would cheer you up. To be honest it had been ages since you've gone to a party without JJ. He had been quite protective from day one. Eventhough he knew that you could look after yourself, he still found himself always worrying if you were okay and well.

As the black car drove to the destination you sat on the backseat, playing with the hem of your statin mini dress and scolding yourself for being worked up. But soon you were snapped out of your trance. "You okay?" Harry asked you with a concerned expression on his face.

"Yeah, just a little nervous about tomorrow" you chuckled at the boy next to you, trying reassure him. "He'll beat his ass, don't worry" Simon said from the frontseat and you smiled, "I hope you're right Minter".

"We're here" Harry mumbled and you stepped out of the car, only to be met with unwanted cameras. At first you and the guys somehow rushed passed them, but after some time when you went to grab a few drinks they found you again. The paparazzi started asking questions about the fight, who do you think will win and some other overasked questions. You were answering their questions while masking your annoyance with a slight smile untill you heard one of the interviews say, "Jake! Any interesting opinions about the upcoming fight?". After tracing the interviewer's eyes to your right you were suprised to find Jake Paul coming closer to you.

You and Jake had a light history, if you can even call it that. Jake was once asked who was his youtuber celebrity crush and he had answered you. At the time you had a decent sized channel that had just reached 4 million subscribers, but it was still odd to many. Your friends found it really funny though and joked about it quite often. But you thought he was just a douche. So when Ethan joked about it in a sidemen video, you didn't hold back and gave your honest opinion on the spoiled brat. Of course Jake wasn't happy after that and went straight into 'i never liked you anyways you ugly whore' mode. But his hateful comments didn't really bother you since you didn't watch him nor cared about him.

He stepped right next to you and flashed a cocky grin to the cameras. "Well, you all know what I think. I think you should ask KSI's girlfriend that". Your eyes were looking for the others in the crowd, but you couldn't find them. As you didn't know what to say next, anxiety was rising in you. JJ and you were complicated at the moment, there wasn't any relationship confirmed between the two of you or on social media.

"I'm sorry, but I should go and look for the others now" you forced a smile, trying to get out of the situation because you felt as if you'll regret not doing it later. "Come on, Y/N. Don't act like it's a secret that the two of you are fucking" Jake laughed and grabbed your shoulder to prevent you from leaving. You looked into his crazed eyes and realized that he was heavily drunk. But the interviewers were eating up his non-filtered speech, knowing this will get them lots of clicks and views.

"Or does he just use you as a easy fuck. Is that why it hurts to be called his girlfriend?" Trying to get under your skin he moved even closer to you. 'Has he really forgotten that we're being filmed right now?' You thought to yourself. "Just because you treat women like shit doesn't mean that everyone does" you snapped back at him with a stern tone.

As Jake moved back from you his cocky grin turned into angry frown. Suddenly you spotted Josh in the distance and ran to him without any other words to the interviewers. "Gosh, we were looking for you anywhere" Josh said with a face of concern that was fading into slight relief. "Are you alright?" He gently touched your shoulder. Josh always noticed when you got overwhelmed and this time wasn't any different. "Um, just a little overwhelming, but, yeah, it's alright" you answered. "Fuck this place, let's get you back in the car" he started leading you to the car.

"He said what ?!" Tobi's eyes shot wide after you told the guys about what had just happened. "Fucking cunt" Ethan cursed and you just nodded at him as a response. "JJ is not gonna be happy about this" Vik sighed, making Harry let out a sarcastic chuckle, "Yeah, no shit".

The guys were frustrated and you weren't suprised, knowing their protective nature towards you. "I think I'm gonna go and head to sleep now. Good night guys!" You said and started heading to your room. The guys wished you 'good night' and continued talking, but Tobi decided to follow you.

When you were just about to open your door you heard a "Wait" and turned around to see Tobi speedwalking towards you. The man stopped in front of you and opened his mouth to say something, but suddenly nothing came out. Tobi somewhat knew what he wanted to say, yet he didn't know how to word it. "Yeah, he hit a little close home, but I've heard worse from jerks like him" you chuckled to ease your friends concerns.

"Didn't even doubt it from you" Tobi snickered and put a hand on your shoulder. "But...If Jide comes, what do I tell him?" He asked with doubt lacing his voice. "Nahhh, he won't come, he needs to focus on boxing and stuff. But you don't have to worry about it Tobi." you smiled, however Tobi disagreed. "He'll come" he giggled and you did the same, knowing he's right.

You layed on your comfortable hotel bed and relaxed your mind. As your mind was drifting to dreamland you heard knocks on the door. You opened the door and there he was. He shouldn't be here right now and he looked tired, but you were more than happy to see him. JJ stepped in and gave you a slight, yet genuine smile.

There was no escape now. You had to address the topic that you'd been avoiding for a long time. JJ and you loved, acted and fucked as if the two of you were dating, yet it was never actually made official. You hated this, but you you knew that the both of you deserved to know if you guys were lovers, were you just fucking JJ or was it the other way around.

"You look tired" you mumbled, having no idea what to say. "The thing he said. It's not true you know", he ignored your claim. "Nothing he says is" you tried to make the mood a little lighter and earned a little chuckled from the man standing across from you. "But it can always be the other way around." JJ said in unexpectedly vulnerable words and tone. "Well, it's not like that right now", you forced a slight smile.

JJ pursed his lip and took a deep breath, "I love you, I really do. I know we aren't really a thing...,but I-I want you to know that. Shit, umm. I mean, I was thinking if you would like, want to be a something?" He stuttered with uncertainty. You looked into his dark eyes and felt them mirror yours. At that moment you realized that you weren't the only one who had been staying up late, wondering what they're really feeling and crying because the fear of their own emotions is too much.

The tears forming in his eyes reassured you that he was dead serious about this. Yet you had no idea what to do. You loved him and he certainly loved you, but that made this all even harder. The thought of a relationship ruining the pure love was too realistic and happened too often.

A salty tear dropped down your cheek as you felt the emotions inside you burst. You wanted to say that you love him out loud, but that meant a relationship. So how were the 4 words gonna drop from your tongue if the word 'commitment' alone sent chills down your spine.

Silence had dominated the conversation as the both of you stood in the little hallway of your hotel room. But soon enough JJ let out a sigh of relief as you nodded. "I love you too", you said and didn't waste anymore time before locking your lips with his.

When you pulled away, the both of you had the widest smiles on your faces. "I'm still gonna fuck Jake up for that though", JJ giggled. "I'm sure you will" you whispered under your breath and kissed him again.

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𝐊𝐒𝐈 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞 (𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧)

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JJ is most of all a possessive and a dependent yandere.

Keeping the relationship from the public eye would depend on your lifestyle. If you were a public figure he would want everyone to know that you are dating him in an attempt to make sure no one else would even think of getting a chance with you. If you wish for it yourself he would make sure to take you with him to events and also post you on his social media from time to time. Since you are a known individual he would be even more terrified than usual of others taking you away from him.

But if you were not a person already known in the perspective of the public he would try to shield you from it. JJ does not want to let them discover you, they do not deserve it, they just do not. But he also feels like that exposure could be overwhelming or uncomfortable for you and he does not want that. What if it is so bad you will leave him?

After a while of knowing you JJ would grow dependent. The stress of his job and the conflict with his own family makes him search for something that would ease the pain, but nothing ever seems to do the trick. Until he met you, finally everything negative seemed to fade away for a certain part of the time. The only thing he felt and knew was the heavenly all-around goodness that you shined upon him. 

He felt dependent on that feeling to get through the day. And when he was not able to see you or speak to you for a long time (a day is long to him) he would start to have serious withdrawal symptoms. JJ would experience sudden misery and anxiety. 

Returning to being in your presence always feels more euphoric than ever, but it also makes him realize how he can not lose you. JJ is self-aware of the effect you have on him and he is also not naive to the fact that if you left him he would crumble.

Trying to buy your attention and loyalty is an unfortunate act that blooms from JJ’s insecurities and fear of being abandoned by you. Deep inside he feels bad. He is trying to make you stay with him with his money, it feels so selfish, manipulative even. But on the surface, he can not stop himself. There is a chance this will work, so he must try. 

JJ would be absolutely over the moon if you moved in with him. He does not personally wish for marriage. But sharing a home feels like tying a new different bond with you. In case you are not ready for that yet, he is okay to wait. To gently move towards that direction he would ask you to decorate his living space, hoping that then his home would be to your liking and that you would feel more comfortable visiting more often or maybe one day even moving in with him. Along with that he also devotes spaces in the house to you. Places where you can store some of your essentials and a space just for you to hang out at when JJ is not home, but you would still want to be in his house. 

But to his credit, JJ keeps his intense before-mentioned emotions under wraps. The relationship itself is marvelous. Even though he is busy and has a hectic schedule JJ always makes time to be with you. His favorite way to spend time with you is either just listening to you talk about your day or just anything that comes to your mind. He enjoys just laying with you whilst you talk and letting the rest of the world disappear whilst he drifts into his personal paradise. 

JJ also greatly enjoys taking you to places. Traveling to countries that both of you have never visited before. Staying at hotels or spas that caught his or your attention from the internet. Visiting astonishing sites that do not even seem real. His heart lusts for you and everything life has to offer. And most importantly he wants to give you all that life has to offer. 

But no matter what occasion or activity spending time with him is always a joy. You have managed to break into his rough shell without making JJ lose his playfulness. Whilst you bring him hope, strength to thrive on. JJ brings you child-like joy, infecting you with his lust for life.

When it comes to nicknames JJ keeps it pretty simple and basic. Most of the time, if he is not calling you by your name he will call you ‘babe’. But during softer moments he would let a soft ‘gorgeous’ slip by his lips.

Overall 1000/10 again. Would recommend.

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Hope yall enjoyed this. Have a pleasant day or night 🌇 !!

Hey it’s nice to see you back after a really long time :)

I was either ❄️-anon or 👻-anon can’t remember. But have fun writing m8

Hello again ❄ anon, it's very nice to be back aswell :D !! Thank you, I've already had lots of fun!