Hey!

thank you so much for you kind response. i actually brought my comfort teddy so i’ll be hugging that all the time now. again thank you again. <3

No problem, I'm glad to listen and help :). Now focus on yourself and not making the situation any more worse for yourself. And if you have time mb watch a comfort movie or a series that you like <3

TW:VENT kinda

🐝 anon again... omg i want to go home so bad. i really want to cry. i have really bad anxiety and depression (diagnosed) and i feel like i’m about to go into a spiral again, and it’s really horrible... it is what it is, i’ll be ok. my apologies for dumping this, this might be majorly against your boundaries and if it is i’m so sorry. but yea i’m not doing good... - 🐝 anon

You'll get thru it, okay? Find yourself a safe space or object. For example when I struggled with hallucinations i started sleeping with a plushie that made me feel safe and i also kept telling myself that it'll keep me safe. Maybe find a place or an object and try to do the same.

I wish I was smarter so i could help you, but im afraid i can't. But im still here, so if you want to talk u can send me a message or sumn and I'll try my best.

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𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐋𝐞𝐰𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞 (𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧)

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Harry is most of all a desperate and clingy yandere.

Wants to be glued to you all the time. Harry just can not help it. Whenever he is away from you he can not help to miss you. Your presence is like a life force. 

Longs for your praise. It is just euphoric. Having the opportunity to make you proud, to prove himself to you, to show how he is capable of being a good lover to you. It just leaves Harry enraptured. 

His pastel blue hoodie covering your upper body whilst he fully embraces you with his warm body. Feeling Harry’s smile against your skin. The heat of his breathing washing over you. His voice holding so much love in it that just hearing it makes your heart beat so fast it almost hurts.

Naturally falls into the submissive role in the relationship. Feels guilty since he deems it selfish, but Harry loves it when you take control of him and everything else. So he can only focus on your presence and your touch. 

Overall feels that you dominating him is just right (submissive, but unfortunately not breedable).

To him, you are happiness. Just pure happiness. And everyone around can see that. His friends, his family, and his fans. Harry’s heart-eyes and excited voice and speech whenever he can speak about you, catches everyone’s eye.

But after a while, it becomes a bit bitter to the others around him. It is odd, even a bit concerning. Harry’s need to be around you all the time. The worst of it comes out when he is taken away from you. He becomes irritated, sad, and impatient at the same time. But no one dares to mention it, not after one of the Sidemen did and got hit with a storm. 

Will not tolerate any disrespect towards you. He can be mean, very mean and his fist can be even more malicious with the anger that it withholds. If someone attempts to disturb you or make you feel a negative emotion he will not hold back. Unless you tell him to of course. 

Admittedly his clinginess can be extremely tiring. And might even lead to you wanting to take a break from the relationship or end it altogether. Harry would not know what to do, just consumed by shock, fear and misery clouding his world.

“No, NO. Please don’t”

He would just cling to you. As if you were going to disappear for good if he held you any tighter. In a way, you would.

“Do you want me to beg, I can beg”

Falling to his knees, now desperately holding on to your legs he would beg. His mind racing, not knowing what to say, but needing to prevent you from leaving

“I can change, I will change. Do anything you want, be what you want me to be. Please don’t leave me. I am begging you. Please, oh please. Just Please”

Hiccups of forlorn cries interrupted Harry’s rambling as he looked up at you with hope. Wishing you would smile upon him, stroke his cheek and say you will not leave him.

Almost like clay, ready to be molded to his owner's wish, if they wish to do so.

But no matter if you change and manipulate him a bit or not, Harry’s love and desire will not weaken in strength. They will only get stronger until he breathes his last breath. 

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If you guys want I could also do some lil headcanons abt smut with yan!H and go a lil dark with it lol. Anyways, i hope you enjoyed this and that you have a good day or night 💗!!

Can you write about josh x reader, where the reader is seriously clumsy, hurts herself and josh freaks? X🤍

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𝙄 𝙜𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙨, 𝙄 𝙙𝙤 𝙞𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚___𝙅𝙤𝙨𝙝 𝘽𝙧𝙖𝙙𝙡𝙚𝙮 𝙭 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

Thank you for the cute request 🤗 !! It turned out to be more accident based than clumsiness, but I hope you and the other readers enjoy this <3 !!!

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It was once again Josh's turn to organize the upcoming Sidemen Sunday. He insisted that you shouldn't waste your time on helping him (his words, not yours), but you disagreed. Josh was such a hardworking person, you had known that from day one and to make sure he won't overwork himself you always tried to help him.

"You're too kind you know" Josh chuckled as the two of you were carrying a few packages to a room he had rented out for the video. "I don't mind helping you, you know that" you smiled at him and placed the cardboard box down.

Josh did the same and looked at you with more of a serious expression "It's still very nice of you. I appreciate it". Your heart melted slightly at his confession, "Well what can I say? I guess, I do it out of love" as you let out a light giggle you saw his heart-eyes mirror yours.

He was just about to say something when Ethan and Harry entered the room with loud laughter announcing their arrival. After all of you had said your hellos you and Josh continued setting up the set while Ethan and Harry started laughing at their inside joke once again. 

While you were setting up one of the cameras while crouching down, you didn’t notice one of the heavy speaker poles starting to fall down. Josh saw the pole falling from the other side of the room, but before he could even warn you the pole came in sudden contact with your head and right shoulder. 

As your vision went dark and your body went limp Josh caught you just in time before you head hit the concrete floor. “Y/N!!” he shook your body in a frantic motion and immediately searched for any blood. “What happened!?” Harry asked in worry as the other two had also heard Josh’s panic.

“The fucking speaker pole fell on her head” Josh cursed and tried to wake you by slapping your face with low force. As you weren’t waking up the three men were starting to panic even more. Ethan took a deep breath to calm himself and asked: “Should-Should I call the ambulance?”. 

Even though he was left without an answer because the others did not know what to do either Ethan took out his phone. Just as he was about to dial the number you opened your eyes slowly. “Ah fuck” you mumbled as your head and shoulder were hurting like hell.

Everyone sighed in brief relief. "Oh God. Where does it hurt? Are you bleeding?" Josh rambled, frantically checking your head for obvious injuries. "My head, shoulder" you mumbled still confused.

"Should I call the ambulance?"

"Yes, right now!"

"Do we have anything cold to put on her head"

"There was a cooler in the back"

"I'll get it!"

Multiple voices were speaking around whilst the pain was slowly starting to disappear. "What happened?" You asked Josh as he gently hugged you to his chest. "A speaker pole fell on your head" Josh answered and softly stroked the side of your head that had been untouched.

Ethan's home started ringing for the ambulance when you came to your sense. "Don't call em. I'm fine" you quickly said. Everyone went silent, but soon Josh argued.

"No no you could be seriously hurt"

"I am fine I swear, the pain is going away quickly"

"But what if-"

"I am fine, really. Let's not waste their time when others could need it"

Harry came running with an ice pack and handed it to Josh. As he held the pack to your head you managed to convince him that your fine. But the uneasy look never faded.

"I am really sorry. You were here only here to help me and now you got hurt", Josh's eyes were filled with quilt.

"It was just an accident"

"You still got hurt. I was so worried when you collapsed, my heart missed like a ton of beats"

"I am sorry. But I am alright."

"Nah, you could've been seriously hurt, like seriously hurt."

You hugged him closer to you and whispered to reassure him, "I'm fine". Josh smiled, his mind and heart starting to calm down from the shock and worry. "Everything is alright, you are just overworrying a little" you continued, letting out a light chuckle. "Maybe, just maybe. I guess I do it out of love".

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Thank you for reading!! I hope u have an amazing day / night 💕 !!!

imma start watching some so i can get some going in :D

I hope you enjoy!! I'm working on a lengthy request right now. But I'm always glad to get new ones :)

Hiiii! sorry that i disappeared, i’m finally home and feeling so much happier. hope your doing well and looking forward to any docs that may be happening:)

-bee anon 🐝

Hi, glad to hear that ur home and better :). I'm not doing that well tho haha, today is my first day at a new school and I want to kill myself, but thanks anyways lol.

Harry smut including riding

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𝙍𝙞𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜___𝙎𝙪𝙗!𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙇𝙚𝙬𝙞𝙨 𝙭 𝘿𝙤𝙢!𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

Thank you for requesting bb <3!! It sucks, but im trying to improve (once again) haha.

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Harry let out a loud groan when he felt your hands wrap around his neck while your hips were continuing to move up and down on his hard cock. Even though he hadn't expressed his love for choking to you yet. You still knew that your hands around his neck would always result to his eyes rolling to the back of his head.

"You're doing so well baby", you cooed at the complete obedience from him. Harry choked out a whiny 'thank you' as your hands tightened even more. "You like it when I choke you, huh? Like it when I put my arms around your pretty little neck." You mocked the man under you and fastened your pace even more.

The way his dick felt inside you was driving you crazy. After biting your lip to hold back a moan you slapped Harry's cheek with your left hand and dictated: "Answer." As he felt his orgasm approaching Harry admitted with a whimper, "Yes, God yes. I love it".

You sensed that he was close and so were you. "Want to cum baby, wanna cum inside me?" You asked him, only to receive a series of desperate 'please's from Harry. "You can cum" you groaned out and felt him cum inside you.

The feeling of his cum filling you up pushed you over the edge aswell. The both of you let out a loud moan and you collapsed next to him.

"Thank you" Harry whispered out as his eyes were already shutting themselves. He was always completely spent after sex. So even when you wanted to clean up, you couldn't deny him when he nuzzled into your side with an adorable content smile.

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Just popping in to see if your alright, you've been gone for a bit, so I wanted to check in. Hope you are.

Take care and drink water.

Thank you for the kind words <3

School has been quite hectic for more than the past month and my personal life just keeps throwing me stuff to mentally deal with. But I am fine, just unable to find the motivation to write.

I’m in LOVE with your Arthur TV fic 😫😫😫

THANK YOU!!! nice to see another ArthurTv enthusiast 🙌👀. I wanna write more abt him but I don't have any good ideas atm lol

Can I have a Simon/Reader cuddle fic? I am all for the mushy fics recently and I can't find any that I really like :)

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𝘼𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙮___ 𝙎𝙞𝙢𝙤𝙣 𝙈𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙭 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

Thank you very much for requesting bb 💓 !!! I hope you like it :). Personally i can't decide if it's acc sweet or just cringe so yh haha.

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Being a full-time youtuber often leaves you with very little free time. And the fact that you and Simon both did youtube videos and streamed too, didn't help either. But you guys made it work, to many people's suprise.

Considering that Simon was a giant you'd automatically assume that he was a big spoon. Yet in reality it was the complete opposite. He didn't exactly mind being the big spoon, but in his eyes there was nothing better than being cradled against your chest.

So here you were, staying over at his place on a Wednesday night. You both had spent the day filming and editing, resulting in Simon and you being absolutely finished right now.

He was ranting to you about a problem involving his upcoming video as you played with his hair. "I just want the problem to be fixed and done with already" Simon sighed and looked up at you. "I know baby. But don't worry, it'll work out soon" you reassured him with a kiss to his head and smiled.

As your eyes were starting close on their own you still saw Simon's smile through your hazy vision. Just before you drifted to sleep you still mumbled out a "I love you", with a light smile. "I love you too", Simom answered and snuggled a bit closer to you.

He closed his eyes and fell asleep knowing that it doesn't matter what kind of hardships he'll face during the day, because at the end of it you'll always be here for him and that was all he needed.

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