I stabbed a book with a bleeding pen and tried to burn it.
im somewhere along these lines scrolling through multiple SNS's just to feel a sense of accomplishment
āI just wanna feel like Iām on drugs without taking drugs.ā
ā Edan
does it hurt to not scroll?
yes, yes it does.
how? in what sense? can you die from it?
i stabbed a book with a bleeding pen. it's ink splattered on my clothes.
i tore the pages with the sharp tip of the writing tool and cut through letters i once wrote.
i tore off a page filled with senseless shit and burned it in the daylight.
the burning flame that seeped from the lighter was dimmer than the sun shining bright. i could not see it.
i thought the tool was broken so i stopped and decided to take a shower.
whilst doing so i pondered. i imagined the lighter i threw away burning up in flames inside the trash bin lighting the house on fire.
yes. yes it does.
do I exist because I exist? or I exist only because I exist?
My raw materials: -Light -Time -Words Untouchable, but they touch.