Head Case.
Head case.
The truth is I cannot sleep
It feels as though I'm in trouble
Trouble that's too deep
So what I do is just keep my repeat
And pretend it's all fine
When this is ALL I have to pass time.
All the colors I see don't match a thing
Mixed and not bright but subdue
No blues, just grey over me
Stuck in the middle not able to move
Try to escape this feeling, my heart beats
Beating and pounds in my chest
It is very overwhelming, too much stress
I want to run and forget the rest
I'm stuck as the lightning strikes
Rain falls and I am still awake
Thunder rolls while I do the same
Toss and turn in this bed
Sadly, this is what goes on in my head.
Written on: November 29th, 2016.
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Billy's the Blue
The run took to a fallen
That's beaten but yet bruised
It's a mere vessel's spotlight
That flows a beating without hitting
The deem of a pulse, as to surviving..
As a hallowed being that's human
The weakness is frail but worth
To keep up a fighting membrane
Other memory to once kick drive
Into a surprise element that's..
A period's table of sulfuric acid
That causes a strange cry of stink
That purposes a drawn line
To an odor of a gas
That's bleak too blinding
A twisting chemical's glance
Has before the grief of..
A determined ranger.
Of those that might morph
Only by powered.
Codings of normalities conducted addict
To start they punished playground
The merry-gone-round effect
To one's dismay to bring upon
A shoved needle into viens
The blood drawn back engages
With the registered shot gave
To enter the rush towards
Holiday blitz goes they brain
Spun to an exhile's corrupt
An addict had needed fixing
So there went thine syringe
With their marriage on the rocks
A divorce should be final, to torment one no longer.
Regain, comeback please
To state of blissful normalities conduct codings..
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An Embrace, Togetherness.
Holden aback
Ever needing adjust
A gift they were true
Complete trust had gained
Once lost but found amongst
Stellar needs begun fun
That unbound our journey
With hope to meet again
Just spark the flame once more
Fire's blazing glow
Melts our hearts as one
Two that have tackled toughness
The rage of love losing
All is won in trying
A dear battle statement
Games for the dare thons
Whom have learned thy truth
Exceed with pure bliss
Our own relationship unmasked
Face forward firstly
Then coming in second
Of round three.
One's trio.
Trailblazer, tails untold.
No return.
Escape me.
Free to each, there's gone..
Away forever together
An Embrace.
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A step, but dance we met
Whenever their action
Understood thy accommodation refer
This was control that let go
To future that became unstoppable
Always a fan that plea to let be
But glamour a fight that solely won
Not burnt just a soul that's learning
The able to identify oneself is survial
Only tokenism that will always be solid
But knows it went sour to uplift
Not a jealous type until the degree
Which didn't shock but speaks
Now I try to cope to regain
The spite isn't to blame, unstable
Write to rehab this sobering state
The brain shall get bit to bit
A muscle that shall never repeat
Hard to forget, never thy regret
A wholly that flowers dry to repent
Never wish death only success
I speak into existence a blessed
Again, we'll remember but run
The race is to stick to a chased
That the angst will forget
To inspire is all creations mended
So foretell a feature, remind
It was but won't and shall
We dance to a step..
True to these Facets of Youth
These teeth mend what's broken
In such true facets of youth
To revolt a sunrise's midnight
Towards an elegance of fury
That'll expose a nature of nude
That's kept private for our view
Our own rightful stance that kept
To an overlooking glowing plea
That forsaken thy destiny's dance
Spun around these trying hymns
Solely a conducted cry to accept
Us like we were brutally brave
To have known such harmonics
That have seen a sight of dual
The match, pair or full housed
Only made sense with you and I
Glaze of the frosty summer heat
That awareness meant to heal
As an arrow point to a dream
That's the reality's reaching
A status too actively, art.
I need to diet and exercise.
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To Live, No Lie.
Left trying to make sense of this mind
My head is screwed and lost behind
Keep wanting to catch a break
God knows I don't mean to lose faith
Wide awake with prayers floating
Sweet hymns of candy coating
The taste of bittersweet in my mouth
Still sour thinking it'll all go South
The need for something more
But all I'm left with is a bore
Why must I keep doubting this power?
When I should be asleep around this hour
Time is not a friend of mine
Even in the dark, the glare still will shine
These words are all I have to give
All I want is to live, no lie.
Written on: November 17th, 2016.
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