•★ I feel so unreal lately. Like it's not me and my life I'm living. I look at myself in the mirror and I feel like I'm looking at someone else. Or sometimes I can't even tell how I look like because every time I look at myself it's different. I do things and then I'm not sure if it really happened or I just told myself it did. ★•
•★ My mom gave me some of her old jelewery. It's silver, but I mostly wear gold. Do you think I should put it on tomorrow?? ★•
••★ thrift store blessed me with this gorgeous belt today ★••
please, ignore my body.
•★ First 24 hours. I'm going for more ★•
•★ started the fast a few hours ago, maybe I'll post b0dy check tomorrow. Love ya ★•
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21 hours and 30 minutes already. I hope I won't have to eat..
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My sweet boy is $hing and I took his blades and told him to never do it and thought it's enough but he and his mom said I act like I don't care about him doing it at all when I actually do care. I care a lot. I just don't know what I should do. I should care more. I don't know why I can't show it... I feel like the worst girlfriend ever..
•★ b0dy check the day after I binged ★•
Wish I didn't have to break it soon. Maybe he'll forget...
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