YOU WILL REACH YOUR GW IN AUGUST!

I’m not prø 4na, I don’t want to make other people suffer with me. I’m prø h4rm reduction. I’m prø making informed decisions. I’m prø safety. I feel awful that I have so many followers. I feel awful that so many people are suff3ring from this d!sorder. But I know I can’t stop you- that’s hypocritical. I’m not going to tell you to seek r3covery until you’re ready for it, because I’m not going to do that either. But I’m also not going to give tips and tricks on how to h4rm yourself. I want everyone to be as safe as they can be- I want you to be smart and make the best decisions you can. I want you to be educated, to be fully aware, and to be safe. I know it’s ironic, but if you’re going to do this and surv!ve, you need to know what you’re doing.

This blog is a place for me to just express myself and my struggles, not a place for me to give advice that could potentially be used to make d4ngerous decisions. I want us all to one day find a way to happiness with ourselves, in one way or another. Be safe, be smart, be strong.

cant wait to finally look as miserable as i feel

27.07.23 Daily Food Log

Breakfast: lemon water

Lunch: lemon water

Dinner: 1 1/4 chapati

Total Calories: 150 (rounded)

I need either to drop a dress size or have a bottle of vodka by the time I wake up or I will end my shit <3

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I made a little board of gifts for myself once I reach my goal weight. And don't ask where I'll get the money to afford these but trust me I will!

how it feels coming back to edblr after binging for months

My Ideal Mealspo

I've been so obsessed with tableware recently, especially since buying my new coffee machine. I really want to buy some nicer plates so I'll get inspired to make more "aesthetically pleasing" meals.

getting clothes smaller than ur size>>>>

Hey Pookies, tried to get better, didn’t fucking work, I knew I’d be back here anyways, I can literally feel myself gaining weight and it’s disgusting so I’m running back to Ed Tumblr. #imnevergettingfuckingbetter