This Reminds Me How For Our Ribbon Pinning (which Is Kinda Like Senior Prom But Not Really), My Class

week 12 - sun dreams!

i found this almost 90% finished rough pass of a mouthwashing animation that i totally forgot about. never posted it cuz "this looks bad and it's cringe" i kinda wanna finish it now

sorry about the shit awful quality tumblr won't take the high res

One thing I've been struggling with is accepting the fact that I am not my 16 y/o self anymore

It sounds silly, I know it does, but somehow I still find myself missing, yearning for the things I found interesting at 16, the things that brought me joy, that kept me going and find that they no longer serve that role

The music and the fandom surrounding it don't excite me anymore, the game I adored has been untouched for months with no future plans, the clothes I couldn't wait to get off the clothesline sit collecting dust at the bottom of a drawer

I listen to different music, found new games and thrifted new clothes but every time I open my playlist, every time look up my walls to see posters, every time I pull out that drawer, I'm reminded of different times and somehow get this bitter taste in my mouth

I want to be mad at the artist or the fandom, I want to be mad at the game developer or the brand that made the clothes, but I simply cannot

Yes, those things changed but that's not the problem, or rather, it's not that they changed, it's that I've changed

I've grown out of things and in times like this, in times of uncertainty, I just wish I could shrink back down

But I can't, so we must move on

Don't you just love it when the prof who holds the 8.30 class cancels said class barely and HOUR before it starts?

Don't you just love it when said class is your ONLY class of the day and you got up at 6.00 to do your makeup and get dressed only to receive the news right as you got ready???

Uni ain't shit, guys

photosynthesizing with mama

happy valentine’s day from two snesbians 💗

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The thing about living in Europe is that everyone is at least vaguely aware that if you don't support the military defense efforts of the countries with a border with Russia, then you are going to be in a country with a border with Russia.