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A little late to this, but if you think that Olivia Rodrigo did anything wrong with Good 4 U, please google the Four Chord Song by Axis of Awesome. Artists use the same chords ALL THE TIME.

oh my god 🐱

via @radtoria

What do you think? Should I get this actually tattooed on me?

You can’t be diagnosed legally with BPD until you’re eighteen but I have been told by multiple doctors at multiple in patient facilities as well as my psychiatrist that I do have it and my psychiatrist will give me a diagnosis when I turn eighteen. They can however say that you have “traits of borderline personality disorder” and that’s included on my long list of mental issues on my hospital records and IEP forms. It’s honestly torture not being able to be diagnosed because although they can’t do much for BPD, there are newer things that have proven to be effective and I can’t have that treatment until I’ve been diagnosed. But seriously, if a mental health professional hasn’t diagnosed you and/or is not planning on diagnosing you when you turn eighteen, please do not joke about it. It’s really serious and has wreaked havoc on my life. I hate the fear of abandonment I have; I hate the way it affects my relationships; I hate that I never feel “mentally ill enough”; I hate everything about it. All I want to do is be close to the people I love and feel loved and validated by them but the ways I try to do that always end up pushing them away. And to all of you who think that people with bpd are manipulative, abusive, crazy, etc., go fuck yourself. You don’t have a clue how hard it is to live with this disorder. You don’t know shit. Go educate yourselves assholes.

Alright I’m done now. Carry on.

hey guys

To everyone replying to my first post about BPD (that one post on my account that people like and reblog lmao) saying things like “I don’t have BPD but I relate.”, stop. I know you might get jealous easily or something along those lines, but it’s not the same. For us, it’s chronic. It’s torture. I am unable to linguistically express how difficult it is to get through these feelings daily.

I’m sorry, but no, you can’t relate. Maybe you think you do because of how I’ve put it because I’m not the best at explaining things, but you don’t. I’m sorry. You can’t.

So I went to pride on Saturday. (I’m pansexual btw in case you didn’t know.)

“Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times if one only remembers to turn on the light.”

— Albus Dumbledore 

I just realized that I’m going to be spending over nine years of my life bleeding. And people say women aren’t strong. I’m sorry but if that isn’t the most badass thing you’ve ever heard idk what the hell is.

LISTEN UP QUEER FOLKS!!!

ITS PRIDE MONTH AND I WANT EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU QUEER FOLKS TO REBLOG THIS POST WITH YOUR SEXUALITY OR GENDER IDENTITY! GAY, LESBIAN, ACE, PAN, TRANS, NON-BINARY, AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN! I WANT TO SEE ALL THIS DIVERSITY AND LOVE FIRST HAND!

YOU EXIST. WE EXIST. YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

Please help out and reblog this if you’re queer to let anyone who might be struggling know that we are here and we love and support them as a community.

BE PROUD! SHOW YOUR COLORS! SHOW ME WHATCHU GOT!

I want to see every single queer person on this goddamn site reblog this. And if you aren’t queer give it a like to show your support!

I’m your local pansexual and I support this message.