Being skinny means choosing discipline over comfort every day. If you're serious about being skinny you have to do the things that make other people uncomfortable, because growth doesn't happen when you're playing it safe. Stop making excuses. stop waiting for the right time and stop trying to take the easy way out. Skinny is earned.
i feel so gross knowing i ate all the food on my plate but they didnโt even make a dent in theirs. like hello wdym
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I've realized how easy it is to just not 3at? Just don't? Time is going to pass anyway HOW MANY TIMES ARE WE GONNA HEAR THAT DAMN SENTENCEEE, but it's true. You can be at your gw in a month if you lock in right now. I don't care if you're reading this after a b1nge or after you purg3d. I don't care. Just close your mouth. The feeling is Euphoric. You will be th1n.
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Ed's are the most lonely and isolating illnesses there is. You are accepted only if you're successfully recovering, otherwise you're automatically problematic and promoting. Your body and habits around eating are triggering. You're demonetized for simply having a sickness.
People with ed's will always find their triggers, no matter how hard you try to block, report and all. But the thing is, you have to find these spaces. Closed spaces. If we don't have those, people will take their ed's on TikTok or other platforms where they will eventually pop up to everyone to see. If someone looks for these spaces, they're already sick. No one will GET sick by looking at someone's blogs.
These spaces let's you be honest, vent, have people and friends that all go through same things. You're less lonely. These spaces can be toxic, but when you find the right people it can be uplifting and actually good for your mental health: you're not alone.
These days people are mostly nice and pro recovery. M34nsp0 is something only kids post these days anymore. We connect, we vent, we help each other. Until WE are ready to recover. Forced recovery will never work the same as choosing recovery yourself. Reporting everything makes everything worse: you get isolated again, you're lonely again. Most people who D13 from Ed's d13 from taking their own life... It's the loneliness and depression that takes them eventually.
So if you see someone's Ed page, let them have it. Block it if you find it disturbing, but that can be the only thing keeping them alive atm. Just because YOU feel like it's not good, doesn't give you the right to take that safe space, friends and support from them.
If you need to find it, the sickness is already there. We will take these things to another platforms if these ones gets taken away. And then they will pop up to everyone.
So, our businesses are here, yours is there. The problem comes when you're also there, in our businesses. Protect your peace and block. Thank you.
Every time I take a small bite of food after fasting, it turns into b1nge eating. I just can't stop. So ig i have to โ ve myself til im g0ne.