"What Do You Want For Christmas?" To Magically Wake Up 20 Pounds Less, Please.

Did anyone else go through a random recovery where your mental health just improved in general which allowed you to kick your ED mentality to the curb and see through body dysmorphia but then gained a decent amount of weight making you unhappy with your body and reverting back to ED habits even though you don’t have the same obsession anymore and now feel like you don’t really have an ED anymore because it’s not that bad you just have disordered eating and also kinda wish your mental health would just fuck up so you could at least go back to being a real Anorexic/bulimic ect. Because boy this feels shit and confusing and I really do feel like I’m faking it now.

girls after saying they don't give a fuck

(she gives a fuck)

<3

mentally a living corpse

For someone that cries so much about wanting to lose weight, I sure do eat a lot

Last summer