Hello, I am Tareq from Gaza Iam trying save my famliy from the genocide happening here. I ask for your help in spreading my story and donating if you can contribute anything, no matter how small.Please don,t forget to sharethe latest post from my page and follow my account to help spread the story to the world. Thank you.
htps://gofund.me/481656bc
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4.27.24 - Ricky Olson - Sick New World
Photo by me (please please PLEASE credit me if you use this picture Iām incredibly proud of it)
Happy Halloween
As a killer, do you prefer to use a weapon or just your drummer strength to kill someone?
Hm, good question. Honestly, it's both. I like bare strength, drumsticks--not my good ones, my boots, any object, I got some knives. My go-to is my physical body. I do keep my knife and drumsticks just in case. Always need those back-up options, right? Stop by and I can teach you some combat. You'd look real sexy doin' it, babe. ššš
Just doing my duty š«”
thanks @miamore0570
Same youāre gonna have to pry me off of you
if we date, just know i'll never stop touching you. i'll play with your hair, your hands, scratch your back, rub your shoulders, your neck, grab your jaw, sit in your lap, hug you, kiss you, everything. all the time. affection is my favourite and i just like to touch you
Dear Supporter,
I hope this message finds you and your family in good health and well being. My name is Dr.Eman Zaqout from Gaza. I am reaching you out to seek your urgent help in spreading the word about our fundraiser. I lost both my home and my job due to the ongoing genocide in Gaza and we are facing catastrophic living conditions. š
I kindly ask you to visit my campaign. Your support, whether through donating or sharing, will help us reach more people who can make a difference. Thank you for your continued support for the Palestinian cause. Your dedication brings us closer to freedom. šš
Note: Verified by several people as 90-ghost and aces-and-angels. ā
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SHUT THE FUCK UP RIGHT NOW
This is so cute I love it š
pairing: nick folio x reader
cw: descriptions of struggles with depression, bathing together, grilled cheese and soup, sweet caring bf folio <3
word count: 1.2K
note: i always end up writing something real self-indulgent with this boy. @miamore0570 requested our sweet folio helping reader who is struggling with depression, and i think he would be really perfect š©·
title from "solace" by counterparts
You feel so discouraged.
You donāt want to be like this ā to feel like this ā but every time you think youāre seeing an improvement, something stops you from taking that next step into being okay.
All of your texts go unanswered, but not unread. Every sweet text from Folio that goes without a response makes you feel more and more guilty, but you canāt bring yourself to reply. To have to explain yourself.
The TV sits idle, having long stopped playing the show you tried but failed to pay attention to. You pull your blanket back over you and sink into the bed, let the sadness claim you.
You arenāt sure how long it is youāve been sleeping, but you wake up to a body sidling up behind you. You donāt have it in you to feel confused or startled ā you know those hands anywhere, the way they feel on your skin, the smell of his cologne and the undertone of unmistakable Nick.
āItās happening again, isnāt it?ā he speaks into the juncture of your neck and your shoulder. He places kisses there, and you should feel soothed, but your skin heats with red-hot shame and embarrassment, a guilt you havenāt felt in a while. You know he doesnāt want you to be embarrassed, but you also remember the last time this happened, the way youād promised to tell him if you fell back into it again.
Itās so hard to do when itās happening, to admit youāre not okay. You can only nod. He holds you closer.
āHow long have you been in bed, honey?ā he asks, gently so you donāt feel like heās prying or trying to shame you. You feel grateful for that. The truth is a little too much to say, so you shrug, knowing heāll get the point. āWhy donāt you let me wash your hair for you? Then Iāll make you some lunch.ā
Thereās something so pure, so earnest in his offer that you find yourself not wanting to say no to him. The trip from the bed and into the shower feels a little daunting, like itās almost too much, but having Nick there helps. Nick always helps, and you know he wonāt push you past what he knows you can do. Heāll pick up all the slack along the way.
You turn in his arms to find nothing but openness on his face. Thereās no amount of pity in his gaze, just care. His mouth spreads into a grin when you cup his cheek in your hand, and you canāt say no to him.
āOkay,ā you respond.
Your head rests on his chest while he massages your scalp, works the shampoo into a nice lather in your hair. The water is just on the right side of too hot, and it works wonders to relieve some of the anxiety that has burrowed its way into every muscle in your body. Your eyes are threatening to close when he speaks.
āTilt your head back a little for me, baby,ā he requests, and you do, making sure to close your eyes, too. He pours the hot water from the pitcher over your hair, rinsing it clean. Your scalp burns just a little with the temperature of the water, but itās nice. Feels good to feel something pleasant like that.
He works the conditioner through your hair as he makes a little list of all the things you can do tonight. You let the words fade out, knowing that youāre not up for most of them at the moment. You think he knows it, too, and itās good to just feel a sense of normalcy.
You pick and choose little things to place away ā a movie before dinner, having tea and dessert on the porch, a drive along the back roads after the sun sets. Somehow Nick always knows the way to piece you back together, to make you feel like itās all going to be okay, one step at a time.
You lie on the couch in your robe looking for a movie to watch while he cooks in the kitchen. It smells delicious ā you were hardly able to contain your excitement when you peeked into the bag he brought, full with all the ingredients to make your favorite grilled cheese and soup.
You settle on a movie youāve seen a dozen times before, let yourself sink into Nickās side when he hands you the plate and sits down next to you.
āYou arenāt eating?ā you ask, brow furrowing.
He tells you that he ate before he came, just in case you werenāt up for lunch, that he was prepared to stay in bed with you all day if itās what you had needed from him. You hand off half of your sandwich to him, despite his protests, offer the mug of soup for dipping. A warmth spreads through you, and you feel yourself getting your color back. Sometimes all you need is a little push.
He makes only one mention of getting you into your doctor, seeing about a dosage change or a complete switch. You know heāll bother you in a few days if you donāt make the call, offer to do it for you, but you promise him that you will and you mean it.
You eat the rest of your food in a companionable silence, comforted by the film you know by heart, soothed by Nickās boisterous laughter during the parts that always get him. When you start to fall asleep, you feel him shift just slightly beneath you, cover you with a blanket and place a hand in your drying hair.
The drive was a good idea.Ā
After an hour spent on the porch talking and listening for distant wildlife, he had managed to talk you into getting in the car. He made a promise that there didnāt need to be any destination, that you could drive around listening to music for as long as you wanted, but getting some fresh air on your skin would do you good. He was right.
He put on your favorite playlist and let you pick the direction until you wound up completely and utterly lost, no more than 20 minutes from the house. He decides to put the GPS on, still lets you point him in one direction or another. Just a safety net.
His eyes light up, even in the dark of the car, at your mention of ice cream. He plugs it into his GPS, quickly makes the detour.
You eat your sundaes on the hood of the car, in a parking lot surrounded by people. You knock your knee against his, feeling more okay than you did when you woke up this morning. You canāt deny that thereās still a knot in your stomach, a lump in your throat ā the nagging hasnāt completely disappeared, but youāre on the road there.
āYouāll call the doctor tomorrow?ā he asks, not pushing, but reading so well. A gentle reminder that he canāt fix everything, but he wants you on the road to it. You do, too.
You nod, holding out a pinky for him to loop his own around. He brings your joined hands to his mouth, pressing a kiss to your pinkies that warms you from the inside out.
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Hereās how the tattoo turned out :3
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