After loosing her to him, the thought of her with her boyfriend still excites you. Her birthday serves as a reminder that he will taking her out, then home to make love to her all night. You wonder if she thinks about you sitting at home getting off to her still and loving that her being with him still drives you crazy for her.
She still loves you, and she doesn’t want to hurt you. But it would be only natural for her to think about a life with him now, wouldn’t it? After all, they’re the couple now, and you are the outsider.
So you try to ignore the worst of that cuckold angst. You hold it in. You don’t want her to see how afraid you are. Because this is the happiness you wanted for her. She always deserved better than you could offer, and when you both agreed that she should take a lover, the risks were clear.
So, cuck, tell her once again how much you love her, and that her happiness is all that matters to you. Make her understand that she can be with him fully, and still keep you. Because you just want her to be happy and you’re ready to accept your new role your marriage.
Surrounded by Black Kings, my destiny as race traitor fulfilled