Yes. When You Realize You Are Not An Alpha Male But Instead You Are Here To Serve And Pleasure Them,

Have to admit that I've had my back against the wall with a face full of dick many times in the New Orleans French Quarter back alleys. Couple times didn't make it to the alleys on Burgundy. Hopeless, drunk faggot!

if you r into incest what family members regardless of age do you want?

The initial attraction was my mother, grandmother, and aunt and those attractions lasted into my late 20's. It may have lasted longer had they decided to be sexually active in their later years.

It became obvious to me that I was bisexual around age 9, although I had no clue what that meant, only that I liked both sexes and I was sexually active with other boys my age. The attraction and interaction with my father was very limited because of his fear of his own sexuality issues I think, and he was pretty dismissive of what was going on sexually in the rest of the house.

It was definitely my mother’s lingerie for starters.  When we moved to the farm house when I was a kid, and before everything was completely unpacked and put away, I discovered a hamper of bras, panties, night wear, stockings, garters, and other silky foundation that felt oh so good on my small body.  When she discovered I had been digging into her silk, she didn’t get mad, but only cautioned me about handling the finer garments because they were important to her and I shouldn’t soil them or accidentally tear them.  I must have had a 6 month reign of that hamper with only a few items missing from time to time when she would wear them and then put them away elsewhere.  I was 12 when I discovered, and she admitted, that she used all of those silky bras, panties, teddies, stockings, and garters professionally.  It made my dick so hard to wear all of her fine silk and it makes my dick hard today to know that she used all those silky garments to make men happy and pay her enormous sums of money to wear them and take them off for them.

I was a total faggot cocksucking bottom queer long before the politically correct term “gay” ever saw the light of day!

Always have. Have a great selection.

It's amazing that it can be a life long obsessive thought. Once I found out it was a thing... back as a 4th grader... and began actively pursuing and performing, I can't remember any major periods of a day when I wasn't obsessed with the thought. Including now, about to turn 76 years old.

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First date or anonymously, even glory hole. Doesn't matter.

All of a sudden I feel less queer than I did before seeing this.

Omg I’ll nut all in that pussy

Well it’s more like 40 years since I stopped wearing boxers and went exclusively to feminine panties or the least masculine thongs I can find.

For sure I’m not feminine looking so not “everything about me screams sissy bottom.”

It’s really difficult for someone 75 years old and has been masculine all his life.  Being 6’2” and weighing 215 pounds is not a very feminine size/look, although my mother pulled it off for 80 plus years at 6’0” and 180 pounds… difference being large breasts and a sculptured feminine ass and big muscular legs.  Swedish/French women just have that innate ability.

But my inclination is to definitely be a sissy faggot bottom and look like one as much as "possible."  The toenails are pedicured and are a brilliant glossy cobalt blue.  The fingernails are long and manicured and finished with a shiny nail hardener clear gloss finish.  The hair is silver and I generally keep it combed and looking pretty good according to my wife.  I never had hair on my back or ass so I’m smooth from the back view, and I shave the rest of my body including under my arms and legs and torso every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday so I’m even smoother than my almost hairless blonde wife.

I don’t wear makeup because there’s always too much going on around the house with housekeeping, gardening, and the like and I don’t want to shock the people who take care of us (although I have had some lapses with some carpenters working in the house in the past… that’s another story!)  I don’t wear women’s underwear although I do have a couple bras that my wife bought me for the occasional dress-up.  All of my underwear is made for men and it’s either thongs or G-strings and predominantly made of lace.  I do have some pantyhose and thigh highs that I wear when alone or to sleep in and I have 3 gorgeous full length lace robes that I wear around the house covering my G-strings and my thigh highs when we’re alone.  I don’t wear heels anymore per my wife’s desires because she doesn’t want me falling over and breaking a hip in my old age.  Now that’s fucking funny because I’m just stupid enough to enjoy prancing around in 3” spikes and bust my old ass!

My wardrobe is pretty conservative but you would notice a lot of pink and lavender when you rummage through my shirt collection.  I call it “subtle queer” versus “flaming gay.”  So, all in all, I’m this closet sissy faggot bottom who is definitely too girly for straight sex, but I don’t scream it out to the world every day.  Just to my wife and the guys who think they are straight but use my sissy faggot ass and mouth as much as they possibly can.

God I’m such a gay sissy bottom 🥵