Bob, My Golfing Buddy/orthopedic Surgeon Buddy, Sat On The Corner Of His Desk, Looking Down At Me Sitting

Yes I knew it was a big part of my nature by the time I started grade school. It was very confusing then but once I started servicing my young classmates it became clear that being feminine and queer would define me forever.

Whether your 20 or 60… you should be able to explore the parts that make you you.

For sure I’m not feminine looking so not “everything about me screams sissy bottom.”

It’s really difficult for someone 75 years old and has been masculine all his life.  Being 6’2” and weighing 215 pounds is not a very feminine size/look, although my mother pulled it off for 80 plus years at 6’0” and 180 pounds… difference being large breasts and a sculptured feminine ass and big muscular legs.  Swedish/French women just have that innate ability.

But my inclination is to definitely be a sissy faggot bottom and look like one as much as "possible."  The toenails are pedicured and are a brilliant glossy cobalt blue.  The fingernails are long and manicured and finished with a shiny nail hardener clear gloss finish.  The hair is silver and I generally keep it combed and looking pretty good according to my wife.  I never had hair on my back or ass so I’m smooth from the back view, and I shave the rest of my body including under my arms and legs and torso every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday so I’m even smoother than my almost hairless blonde wife.

I don’t wear makeup because there’s always too much going on around the house with housekeeping, gardening, and the like and I don’t want to shock the people who take care of us (although I have had some lapses with some carpenters working in the house in the past… that’s another story!)  I don’t wear women’s underwear although I do have a couple bras that my wife bought me for the occasional dress-up.  All of my underwear is made for men and it’s either thongs or G-strings and predominantly made of lace.  I do have some pantyhose and thigh highs that I wear when alone or to sleep in and I have 3 gorgeous full length lace robes that I wear around the house covering my G-strings and my thigh highs when we’re alone.  I don’t wear heels anymore per my wife’s desires because she doesn’t want me falling over and breaking a hip in my old age.  Now that’s fucking funny because I’m just stupid enough to enjoy prancing around in 3” spikes and bust my old ass!

My wardrobe is pretty conservative but you would notice a lot of pink and lavender when you rummage through my shirt collection.  I call it “subtle queer” versus “flaming gay.”  So, all in all, I’m this closet sissy faggot bottom who is definitely too girly for straight sex, but I don’t scream it out to the world every day.  Just to my wife and the guys who think they are straight but use my sissy faggot ass and mouth as much as they possibly can.

God I’m such a gay sissy bottom 🥵

The Woodlands

Absolutely. The Woodlands, TX

I wish I could remember more of it and I wish my mother would have continued to allow me access to her finest silk and satin and nylon. She admitted when I was in high school that she thought allowing me to continue to play in her underwear as a young boy would turn me into a queer. I was understanding of her thoughts but we both agreed that her underwear had not turned me queer. It was all the cocks I had been sucking since I had the first one thrust in my face at a Cub Scout sleepover. Nothing to do with fine silk feminine underwear.

Bet we all did

That is actually a pretty amazing statement. I came to that conclusion before I started high school. My absolute favorite thing to do was to suck cock and all my friends appreciated that I got immense pleasure from them having an orgasm while their cock was in my mouth. I didn't particularly care for getting a blow job as much as I enjoyed cumming in frottage or a buddy jerking me off. Weird kinda faggot huh?

Yes, like you, every single day of my life the last 50 years.

Only every day...

Well it’s more like 40 years since I stopped wearing boxers and went exclusively to feminine panties or the least masculine thongs I can find.

OMG there is so much going on with this post that are so true about so many of us. And yeah, I wouldn't mind huge fake tits and implants in my ass. That certainly attracts more cock than old men sitting at keyboards wishing!!!