I Always Think Of Dazai Whenever I Hear “Demolition Lovers” By My Chemical Romance, Because, Y’know,

I cried today at work.

There was a girl who was kind of a new coworker, and I complimented her voice. She was shocked, and thanked me profusely, and told me that she is very insecure about her voice and that it meant a lot to her that I liked it. She said that just yesterday she had been feeling down because of how much she disliked it.

I didn’t cry a lot, but my eyes got watery and a few tears leaked out. I was devastated that she didn’t like her own voice, because I adored it so much and it hurt that she didn’t see the beauty in it. But mostly I cried because of how sincerely she thanked me, and it felt so good to be able to lift her spirits at least a little bit. As I walked away and continued my work, it dawned on me for the first time in my life that perhaps I really am useful, and that I am a good person.

If all I have accomplished by the end of my life is complimenting her, then her reaction alone makes my life worth it.

I only ever eat half of my sandwiches. Idk man, sandwiches are just too much of a commitment, sorry 🫤

I was listening to the Nyan Cat song on Spotify and I kept tuning out so every few seconds I would be like “what is that noise” and then I was like “oh it’s the Nyan Cat song” and then I was like “why is the Nyan Cat song playing” and then I was like “oh wait that’s me”

I got something from the vending machine at work again today, and I noticed that it seems slot 66 always has something red. Last time, it was a cherry pie. Today, it was a strawberry-jam-filled honey bun. Behind the honey bun was a package of two raspberry Twinkies. I will keep updating if I notice any more changes.

THERE WAS A BLUE FOOD IN SLOT 66

WHO LET THIS HAPPEN

I ate it, because I was hungry and it was a bear claw (blueberry flavored), but I’ve never seen anything BLUE in there HOW did that happen

Red stuff behind it, great, but it was BLUE FOOD in a strictly RED FOOD SLOT

IT’S SLOT 66 IT’S MEANT FOR RED FOOD WHAT HAPPENED

I used to love the kotlc series but after like book six I hated it and I could rant about that for hours, but I still love to look up the tag on here because the fandom will take this problematic book and they just Roll With It and they’re all just really having a fun time, and while I hate the books, I love what everyone’s doing with it. Keep it up everyone, we love to see that positivity.

My ex best friend literally thought it was “cute” that her boyfriend got jealous when she talked to her guy friends, and when she first told me that, I immediately told her that was a red flag. Well guess why they broke up? Because of his jealousy. And then they decided to get back together three days later even though he was moving away in a month and they wouldn’t be trying long distance. Her whole identity and self-confidence hinged on that relationship and I honestly found it all so pathetic.

This is why I don’t trust straight relationships.

My little brother would honestly make such a good media star.

Podcast host? Yas queen, he got the voice, he got the humor.

TV show star? Obviously. He’s got the looks and the friend group. His hair, his style, his monologues, his creativity.

YouTuber? Believe me, everyone would be simps. They’d be making TikToks rating his laugh and his singing and make “out of context” clip channels.