Hello, This Is To My Followers, Those Who Visit My Page And/or Have Requested.
Hello, this is to my followers, those who visit my page and/or have requested.
I want to start off with an apology before I go into details. I’m sorry to those who have waited for their requests (a letter, imagine, etc.). I know it’s been going on for at least the past two years now. Where I have been on and off on here and I don’t think that’s fair to anyone.
When I started this account, I was in a pretty good place mentally and physically. Despite the pandemic I was keeping myself busy and was ready to start writing and finally was confident enough to share my work.
But then life kinda threw me a curve ball and some things happened not long after. (Perfect timing right) I’ve been constantly pushing down emotions and feelings that rose up from these situations. And every time I thought it was getting better something else happened.
This is the reason for my inconsistency. I would just steer clear from any social media for awhile. The stress of everything and the guilt (from falling behind on my writing) made me just want to isolate myself for a time. But isolating myself, my feelings, and trying to ignore everything obviously didn’t help.
Lately I haven’t been feeling great physically. I usually don’t when I’m stressed and it affects me in different ways. And I finally broke down yesterday and today. And I decided I cannot keep dealing with it in this way. I wanna work on it. I don’t want these bad habits to stay and I miss feeling like myself. I miss being me. I don’t know if that makes sense.
I let a lot of it build up to the point where I would explode at random times. How I Stay Sane: My Mental Hygiene Routine (A video on YouTube made by Elizabeth Filips) puts it perfectly into words how it feels.
I’m not going to stop this account. I have written things that I want to post. I’m just reworking on my confidence. I’ve decided not to write new requests for awhile. I’m going to work on the ones that I have, before this post. People may still request but please understand that it will take me awhile to finish the ones I already have. And when they are finished and I’m ready to “open up shop” again to more, than I will begin those as well.
I also want to say thank you to the lovely people that have been so kind on here. Everyone that requests has just been so nice and I appreciate your patience. I really really do. And just anyone who has left kind messages and has followed my account. You are amazing.
Once again I apologize to those who have waited so long. I should have addressed this long ago.
Thank you, and I hope you all have a wonderful day/evening.
I’ll see you soon ya crazies💚
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Listen, peanut butter is a way of life
Agreed😌 I eat it by the spoonful. Everyone always judges me for it.
Literally my dad walks in on me in the pantry and it’s late and the pantry light is broken so it’s dark, and I’m getting a spoonful of peanut butter, and he just shakes his head at me in disappointment. They don’t understand 😭😂
RIGHT?! I only knew one other person who ate it like that!
Listen, peanut butter is a way of life
Agreed😌 I eat it by the spoonful. Everyone always judges me for it.
Literally my dad walks in on me in the pantry and it’s late and the pantry light is broken so it’s dark, and I’m getting a spoonful of peanut butter, and he just shakes his head at me in disappointment. They don’t understand 😭😂
Oh my gosh yesss I bet he’d set it up all nice too like those pretty charcuterie boards 😭😂💚
I just woke up (yayy) and all I want is to wake up and have a coffee with chase is that to much to ask? Literally though I would wake up so much more happier every morning. Imagine him making you breakfast and you come walking in, both of you wearing matching flannel pj pants, and you just wrap your arms around him from behind. Your still sleepy and groggy but he’s so warm and he’s got that messy morning hair. He gives you a soft peck on the head while saying a quiet good morning. You just cling to him and he moves around getting breakfast ready with no problem at all. 😭 Then after you guys eat you just sit with your legs over his lap and cuddle up to him, both of you with coffee/tea/etc. and he just looks at you so soft and so in love. The rest of the morning is just filled with kisses, I love you’s, and cuddles. Ughhhhhhhh I hate my brain I wanna go back to sleep.
UGHHHH u made my heart melt with this
him making you a healthy breakfast platter for you two to share, because we ALL know that boy would absolutely pamper you.
Clumsy? Me? | E.O.
Authors note: This was requested! Hope you like it. (I wish there were more Enoch gifs, :/) Also I know I’m posting this late….again. Anyways I broke my phone…again. Okay enjoy ya crazies!
Update: This got deleted and I didn’t have it backed up😭Will rewrite it as soon as possible!
Warnings: Fluff, some sadness. Mention of blood and cuts (accidental injury) lil angsty but still has fluff
Summary: You love to be a helping hand, although you could trip on air and have no grace whatsoever. One day your clumsiness might just ruin something that hasn’t even started.
Word count: 3’391
Enoch O’Connor x reader
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