Anakin: Master, I Screwed Up Big Time...

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So, after my god-knows-how-many-years of fanfic writing, I've finally uploaded my first to Ao3!

It's a Ghoap Uni AU, and I'm very excited! It's a short-ish first chapter, but things shall develop as things go on! If you're a fan of my shorter works/oneshots here, I hope you'll enjoy this, too!

WHY DID I FIND THIS SO FUNNY

“The guys would get so into it, and then one of them would make a mistake, and - boom - break. They would be fine. Laughing, everything else. Boom - seconds later they were back into it. And this would go on for hours and hours every day.”

WHY IS GENDER SO

CONFUSING

I've been thinking a lot about my gender and I just DON'T GET IT- If there are like, any people that understand a lot of genders, please help me because I do not understand.

So, I consider myself as non-binary at the moment, but I don't think it's exactly right. So, I really wish I was born a guy. I want to be a drag queen, not a drag king. I also want to be a femboy, but I hate being gendered as female. I don't know if this makes sense at all, but it's the best way I can describe it. I was not born a male, but if I was, I would love to become a femboy.

Am I trans? Am I a trans demiboy? Or am I just a demiboy? Am I something else? I don't knowwww 😭😭

Quick post to say I'm returning to Tumblr :)

I've been doing some new writing that I would love to post on here alongside my coursework, but there's been ONE thing that I always come back to when writing...

Vampires.

Be prepared to see a lot of vampiric writing posted on here...

And always feel free to leave me asks!

Have a gorgeous day you gorgeous people, and now, I shall return to my batcave of writing.

Mwah 💋

I LOVE RAPHAEL!!!!

Could I request dating headcanons for Gortash, Raphael, and Geraldus with gn s/o please? - Fluff anon

Warnings: Vague mentions of manipulation, mentions of sex and petification. These are not healthy relationships (Apart from Geraldus, bless his little cotton socks)

Notes:  Is Raphael accurate? Probably not. Did I have fun writing his segment anyway? Hell yeah. Also let us all be proud of me that I basically wrote this in one sitting? Unheard of, for me. Fluff, forgive the fact that this was sat in my inbox for so long... I'm sorry 😭 I got distracted with some other, longer form pieces in the works! (3 pieces to be exact teehee) My requests are currently open! My request post (found here) contains both a list of characters I write for, and a masterlist! 

Gortash

Ordinarily, when dating someone, you're in a partnership - an equal relationship, where neither one involved is better, or holds more control overall than the other. This is not the case with Lord Gortash. He will flaunt the fact that out of the two of you, he holds all the control, and he will do so constantly.

Gortash has had a lot of short-lived flings and trysts, so his style of love can feel strained as time goes on. The usual cycle is; Lots of love for a couple of weeks; gifts, intimacy, sweet words from him to you - and then, the cold shoulder, for another couple of weeks.

However, because of his wealth and influence, you are, naturally, spoiled in all that you do. Clothed in the finest materials that money can buy or import, given the finest foods anyone can afford, and of course, you have one of the finest and most prestigious roofs over your head for when you rest.

Most often, Gortash will make it seem to most like you are equals in your relationship; letting you choose what garments to wear, letting you choose dinner from time to time - but he doesn't let most see that silver tongue of his, slowly feeding little lies and delusions that keep you mostly under his thumb. The cycle of his 'love' also helps.

This isn't to say that Gortash is a bad partner, in other aspects, however. Sure, he manipulates you most of the time, but that's mostly to keep you near to him, to assure your loyalty. He does value your opinion on certain matters - and he's very affectionate when he's in that more loving mindset, especially when you have company. In the presence of others he tends to have a hand on you at all times, whether that be your shoulder, your arm or your thigh.

Raphael

Raphael is one of the most possessive partners, possibly ever. In regards to both you, and Haarlep. You rarely, if ever, get to leave the House of Hope, and when you do, you're never more than a few paces away from Raphael. He may not always be physically touching you, but if he's not in conversation, his eyes are firmly glued onto you, taking in the sight of you and making sure that you don't try anything to leave.

Although you're showered with some of the finest food and gifts that the hells can offer, Raphael makes it abundantly clear to you that you are little more than a pet to him. You sit on his lap or by his legs during meal times, you have a separate bed to sleep in when you're not having sex (unless you beg him for the privilege of sleeping beside him), and if you speak out of turn he chides you like one would a dog.

He shows you off like some prize, too. Praises your beauty and obedience to all who enter the halls of his home, but always making sure to reprimand them if their eyes linger anywhere on you for too long, a hand groping at your thigh to show precisely the dynamic between the two of you.

When you're obedient for him, life is wonderful. You're showered with the gifts that Raphael had promised you when this 'relationship' had begun, given anything you could ask for, all you need to do is look and pout. When you're not obedient - and it could be for the smallest thing - Raphael is... Less sweet. He's petty, vindictive, and he will let you know in the worst ways that he feels slighted by... Whatever it was that you did.

Geraldus

Geraldus is a nervous sweetheart, through and through. He's grown up with so many stories of valiant men who are just so sweet and honest and valiant, and he wants to live up to that standard. But how can he? Even though you're now together, he feels like he still fumbles over far too many of his words - surely you can't find his boyish nervousness cute anymore?

He likes taking you on picnics; he knows that typical dates take place in Taverns or Inns, but he likes the quaintness of a good picnic, it's like he's making your shared love life something right out of a fairytale, and he's all for that. It's not that he's opposed to drinking with you - wine and mead is a common staple of the basket you take with you - it's more the noise levels. He struggles to hear you if it's a particularly loud night in the tavern. He likes being able to hear you more than the atmosphere of the tavern.

He likes having his head in your lap. Or your head in his lap. His hand in your hair, or vice versa again. He thinks being physically close to you is just one of the best things he's ever experienced. Even as time goes on, and the two of you grow and change together, he still takes great joy and pleasure from that ever so simple act of just... Being close, and existing together.

He tries to learn so many new things for you; cooking, being the big main one. He likes to watch what you enjoy eating, then try and replicate it himself. He's not the best cook in Faerun, but he's definitely been improving, and taking any constructive criticism you have on board. Another way he tries to show his affection to you is through attempting (and often failing because you tell him 'no') to purchase you more material gifts. "That's what men do, no? ... No? Oh, alright then, beloved." He'll blush and stammer about it for a little bit, but he will put his coinpurse away. Being anything less than the man you want or deserve is an idea that terrifies him.

Jim Hopper SFW alphabet <3

Side note: sorry I haven't posted in a while. Feel free to leave requests in my ask box! (I'm not doing any NSFW at the moment, so anything like that may take longer!)

Dedicated to: @parvulous-writings love ya to bits.

[Not my gif]

A - Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

Hopper will only show true affection when the two of you are alone. Sure, he may put an arm around you or give you a quick kiss in public, but he never does anything over the top, or major.

B - Best Friend (What would they be like as a best friend? Where does the friendship start?)

Hopper is the kind of friend that would try and protect you at all costs if you were very close, but you'd also have to remind him to take a little bit of time for himself as well.

C - Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

Hopper actuality loves cuddling. Again, only when the two of you are alone. He won't admit it, but you cuddling up to him on he sofa is one of the best feelings in the world. He adores settling down with you with a bag of popcorn and a movie.

D - Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking, cleaning, ect?)

Hopper can cook basic things. He can't cook you a full three course meal, but he can make simple things like breakfast. As for cleaning, he only cleans when he feels like cleaning. He doesn't live in his own mess, but he doesn't clean every day either.

E - Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

If he had to end it, most likely he'd be rather blunt about it. Well, he'd try to show emotion, but he wouldn't let you down slowly either. He'd hope the two of you can still be friends, even after the breakup.

F - Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? Do they wanna get married?)

In all honesty, he's a little reluctant to anything like that. He'd be a little scared to commit to something, and probably wouldn't find himself proposing. If you proposed, he'd tell you that he needs a few days to think about it first.

G - Gentle (How gentle are they both physically and emotionally?)

He's only properly gentle when he knows the cause of your distress is him. He will obviously try and comfort you when you are upset for another reason, but when it's him.. he lets that really sink in. Then he feels guilty. And he will make a whole speech of an apology for you.

H - Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it, and what are they like?)

He doesn't hug you that much. Again, he will be down for cuddles on the sofa, but hugs just feel too short... too pointless, for him.

I - I Love You (How fast do they say the “love” word?)

Slowly. It takes him a while to even warm uo to you, the man has a whole facade around him, but when he finally begins to trust you... he will say the 'L' word. Give him time.

J - Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What are they like when jealous?)

Hopper isn't usually the jealous type, but if he sees someone else getting a little too up close and personal with you, or cive versa, he certainly won't be happy. He'll probably kiss you and get grabby with you to make a point, and then take you home, apologise, and cuddle on the sofa.

K - Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

Hopper's kisses are usually brief- and again, he will only give proper kisses when you're alone. He'll kiss you goodbye at the door, on the cheek, but in the heat of passion he will kiss you on the lips.

L - Little Ones (How are they around kids?)

He's... 50/50 when it comes to kids. Sometimes he can be the most loving, affectionate father you have ever seen. Others... not so much. He simply doesn't know how to properly care and nurture a child, especially young ones. If they aren't doing what they are told, he may try to resort to yelling to get his point across.

M - Morning (What are mornings like with them?)

On weekdays, when Hopper is working, he will usually get up early and be out of the house before you wake. He will leave you breakfast on the table though, that sometimes comes with a little note of affection. On weekends, mornings are... slow. And affectionate. You will both warm each other up because you are so close together, and it will sometimes last a few hours before one of you has to get up thanks to hunger.

N - Nights (How are nights spent with them?)

Nights are usually just the two of you waiting to see which of you will go to sleep first. Eventually though, he will turn out the lights and pull you into his chest as you doze off together.

O - Open (When do they open up about themselves?)

Only in arguments or quiet moments when you are opening up to him. Out of the anger of an argument, he will begin to tell you random bits about his life that he regrets later.

P - Patience (How easily angered are they?)

Very easily. This man's fuse is very low. If something doesn't quite go his way, he will be grumpy, and if that continues, he will become snappy and shouty.

Q - Quizzes (How much do they remember about you?)

He remebers what he needs to. You know, your birthday, your anniversary, ect, but occasionally you will tell him something and he will forget for the longest time, but when something regarding that topic comes back up again, he will remember.

R - Remember (Favorite memory with you?)

Probably when the two of you had your first proper date. It was actually on the sofa, you in his arms, a movie on the screen as you fed each other popcorn.

S - Security (How protective are they?)

Very protective. Someone threatens you? They're done. Someone hurts you? They're practically dead.

T - Try (How much effort do they put in?)

He does try. He really, really does. He wants to be better, for you. But he finds it so difficult. No matter how many times he asks someone how to be... affectionate, like a normal person would, he can't seem to wrap his head around it. At all.

U - Ugly (What are their bad habits?)

Smoking, drinking. He smokes a lot. Especially after a long day of work.

V - Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

He isn't overly concerned. He knows he looks good in whatever he wears, so he wears whatever is at hand. Of course, he does have some fashion sense. He won't go out wearing colours that contradict each other.

W- Whole. (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

He won't admit it, but... yes. He would. He'd miss you to pieces, but he won't ever talk about it. Not even to himself.

X - Xtra (Random HC)

The two of you once went rowing together. It was rather romantic, until he leaned in for a kiss and the both of you fell in the river. At first, he was pretty mad at himself, but then you seemed to be laughing, and so he did too. It was a fun night.

Y - Yuck (Things they don’t like either in general or a partner?)

Cocky or persistent people. That's it. They just... anger him.

Z - Zzz (Sleep habits)

He doesn't really have a sleep schedule. He'll sleep when he feels like it. When he does sleep, it's very difficult to wake him back up again. He'll also use you as a teddy bear.

My first gif- it's pretty basic, I know, but it took me ages to figure out- ;-;

I wish for Hayden Christensen to step on me. Can I get an amen?

I'M ACUALLY CRYING I'VE NEVER BEEN MORE JEALOUS IN MY LIFE