Might log off earlier today school comes back tomorrow so I'm currently procrastinating a panic attack! ★
empty meiko's to-do list
spawn
strike a badass pose while telling everyone to leave you alone
totally screw over the girl whose well-being you're most invested in with one sentence that you didn't even say to her face, but you can't help it because you represent her toxic misbeliefs
vanish for three years
get divorced
make your heroic comeback, complete with a lim card
???
Our collective system name is The Stargazers or The Guardians Of The Starlit Lands (name was Moon's idea!) and we're 4: Lolbit, Blazeheart (or Blaze), Mist and Moonlight (or Moon).
I am the one that goes by Starblaze btw!! Initially it was me and Blaze but stuff happened :)))
Lolbit/Mint: Me :3! I guess I'm considered the host bc I'm the one fronting like 80% of the time, so you're almost always talking to me.
I mostly use no color in my text, but if I need to it'll be green. He/him for me only pls
Blaze: Sir Blazeheart II, Your Highness, is a fallen star and a king!!! You may recognize him for being more eccentric and... loud? Caps lock + exclamations user, as loud as you can be through text.
His text is orange and he goes by he/him.
Mist: The Mist is, well, a bit more complicated. They see themselves as some sort of entity, and are very curious. In general, they usually feel less or their emotions are more tame.
They use pink text and prefer plural they/them or it/its, but are fine with he/him.
Moonlight: Moon is... eccentric, in his own way. He's strongly wolfhearted and loves goth things and aesthetic. Though he may seem cold, he's just as caring as any of us. He's also constantly stressed out by me and Blaze :3 (not my fault you're both annoying.)
He uses purple text and for prns he/him, they/them or wolf/wolfself.
That's all!! :3
My pjsk won't open help
Happy raccoon birthday
FUCK. honestly just FUCK. We missed a very important day yesterday.
Shizukity mrp meowww
Do I Not Disgust You?
It is okay if my existence is so vile?
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The portrayal of gender dysphoria is typically limited to a surface level, physical sense, so I wanted to explore a possible social/emotional aspect to it through Mizuki
Mizuki sees their inherent (transgender) existence as a curse through what can be implied through Bake No Hana through lyrics such as “My punishment for having been born” or “it’s cute but it tastes like sin.”
The song itself just reeks of disgust and self-hatred; in combination with Mizuki’s comment about what others would think of Ena and Mizuki just existing together, I couldn’t help but ponder the thoughts possibly fueled by dysphoria/society’s views on their identity that Mizuki would have racing through their mind.
It is a common experience for trans people feel as if they are disgusting, vile, even “sinful” just for existing and while piecing together lyrics and dialogue with Mizuki, I don’t believe she is excluded from this feeling.
"its not like minecraft outside you chronically online piece of-"
the grass blocks:
Perhaps maybe a minomizu? :)
HUGE fan of the fact that Mizuki is a MMJ Minori stan