Thought This Would Be Appropriate To Sing On My Last Day Of Being 15

I BROKE A GLASS I TRIPPED AND FELL I TOLD SECRETS I SHOULDN'T TELL I STUMBLED OVER ALL MY WORDS I MADE IT WEIRD MADE IT WORSE

Just wrote some unhinged lyrics but they're kinda iconic ngl

Just watched thg with my sis (who was watching it for the first time) and I legit paused it every five minutes to explain things that were in the books but not the movies lollll

and also after sotr, i saw all the characters, especially Haymitch, in a much different light and it was even more tragic

And ofc I cried when Rue died because I will always cry when Rue dies

And I'm proud to announce that my sister is team Peeta and we were both being so mean to Gale mwahahaha

Effie Trinket is an icon, a legend, and she is the moment

and ofc we jammed to Safe and Sound

I was just at a restaurant where they blast obnoxious country music and then A Perfectly Good Heart came on and made my day

Hayley writing Fences while taking the SAT is so iconic tbh

If you could revive one tv show that has been cancelled, what show would it be? (number 20 on the questions list)

oooooh I haven't watched many shows that were cancelled, but I would say Shadow and Bone.

I suddenly have the urge to know how all of you became swifties....what was the first taylor song you ever heard, but also how did you become invested? why did you dig deeper than a casual fan would?

(come from the reblog😝) CAN YOU ANSWER 9 AND 13 PLZZ

ooooh ofc!

9. Do you still sleep with stuffed animals?

I do XD I have a little stuffed dog named Leslie and I love her very much and she brings me comfort

13. If you had to choose one POSITIVE word to describe yourself, what would it be?

Hmmmm I'd say...creative :D

If a man isn't as madly in love with me as Haymitch is with Lenore, then I don't want him

I was listening to Mirrorball by Taylor Swift (again) and I was just sitting there thinking about the words and how I really relate to them. And then, none other than Nymphadora Tonks came to my mind when I heard the line "I can change everything about me to fit in." Because she can.

And it made me think of her as a teenage girl (like myself) and how she probably was a huge people pleaser because of her ability and also her baseline personality. (I'm a huge personality nerd and I could go way deeper into that but I won't.)

And she probably got exploited by boys her whole life and for the first bit, she probably listened to them. She wanted to fit in and please them. All she did was try try try.

But I think that as she matured and came into herself, she realized how fucking stupid that was and she stopped letting other people control her. But the pain of being treated like that never truly goes away, and neither does being a pathological people pleaser (a round of applause for my other TS reference please)

Because if you remember in OOTP after harry is taken to Grimmauld Place, Tonks eagerly offers to help Molly make dinner. And while this is her being helpful and nice because she's that kind of person, I can also see it as her being a bit of a people pleaser.

But there's more

Because in comes Remus

"You are not like the regulars, the masquerade revelers, drunk as they watch my shattered edges glisten."

Remus knows the pain of being looked down upon because he's a shapeshifter. So he never asks Tonks to change for him. The thought never crosses his mind. and to Tonks, that's probably really healing and comforting.

So yeah there's my spiel about her and remadora and being a woman and a people pleaser and yeah