“I Am Both Worse And Better Than You Thought.”

“I am both worse and better than you thought.”

— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath

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takkholodna

11 months ago

Buying cute clothes that are too small for me just so that I have more motivation.

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takkholodna

11 months ago

being fat makes everything feel so wrong

i cant take a shower and feel clean, i cant sleep and feel relaxed, i cant go for a walk and feel refreshed

im tired of being disgusting

im embarrassed to be alive

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takkholodna

7 months ago

Doesn't eat > weight stays the same > frustration > binges > drops 2kg

WHAT

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takkholodna

9 months ago

Parents: Have you eaten today?

Me: Yes (lying)

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takkholodna

11 months ago

Oh to have tiny wrists, thin arms, tiny legs, flat stomach, ribcage sticking out, collarbones showing, skinny fingers <3

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takkholodna

2 years ago

Have you ever tried the korean cucumber salad? A few days ago I've made it for the first time and I'm currently OBSESSED with it ^^ Today I wanted to at least try to make a proper meal out of it and personally I think it came out great! Here's the recipe:

100g of konjac noodles - 9kcal

127g of cucumber - 18kcal

0.5tsp of soy sauce - 2kcal

1tsp of Gochujang paste - 20kcal

2 cloves of garlic (minced) - 15kcal

0.5tsp of chili pepper powder - 0kcal

0.5tsp of vinegar - 0kcal

(TOTAL: 64 calories!!)

Cut up your cucumber, place it into a bowl, rub it with salt and put in the fridge for 30-60minutes. Then get the cucumber out of the fridge and rince it with water at least 3 times. In a seperate bowl, mix your soy sauce, garlic, chili, Gochujang, vinegar and a little bit of water(the original recipe asked for chili/sesame oil but I replaced it with water) in order to make the sauce. Prepare the noodles according to the package and add it to the cucumber, then pour in your sauce and mix well. Enjoy!!

(Just a reminder that you DO deserve to eat, you NEED to eat to survive and function properly, you are beautiful just the way you are and you don't need to change anything about you and your body <3 I know how dangerous eating disorders are and how they can ruin your body. I know how hard recovery can be, so please don't force yourself and take it one step at a time. Eating disorders are NOTHING to brag about and I'm not romantizing them in any way. I'm just posting simple recipes while learning how to cook. Please stay safe <333)

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takkholodna

2 years ago

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takkholodna

11 months ago

Today I had a pickle and some broth

#skinny ✌️🤪

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takkholodna

2 years ago

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takkholodna

11 months ago

Tiny legs and big shoes <3

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