i was reading my next patient file and she is anorexic, oh my i'm breathing HARD to be cool and do my job as a med student
it kinda worries me bc i dream of being a mother, but knowing i'm on the right path to being skinny feels so good (i'm not pregnant, there wasn't a chance but i took 2 tests anyways just to be safe lmao)
i just want a irl create a sim mode
why can‘t i just customize myself and choose how much i wanna weigh and stay like that
when everyone is worried about your health but you‘re just a chill guy who wants to lose some weight
if i won a lottery i wouldnt tell anyone but there would be signs
i won't be doing today's food log ✨️
back on track
anyways, yesterday i got home kinda drunk and i binged HARD (800kcal + 650kcal for the drinks) so today i am focusing on >eating healthy< i'll set today's limit to 550kcal (not a goal, but a limit) and try to get 35 to 40g of protein (a goal) so i feel full
my friend asked me to be a model to her store 🥹🥹 she said i'll be the perfect petite model i'm so so so happy oh my.
quitting my social life to focus on my ed
today i ate a 560kcal (a lot i know) as omad and i started craving my low cal protein ice cream so bad so now i'm smoking my vape drinking water and just started watching 27 dresses
distracting myself idk
!! whyy
why is weight loss so excruciatingly slow
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
🕯️skinny for christmas🕯️
just ate a 320kcal of a healthy little lunch + 3 candies
i'll have another 100kcal for dinner, i'm so excited for todayy
common misconception abt people w eds is that they hate food like no girl i LOVE food and thats the problem
and i haven't lost a single gram???
on our 6 am walk
Cant sleep. To busy looking at half naked skinny girls on Tumblr.
I lied, put your clothes back on. Im gonna explain how binge eating isnt caused by the foods you eat (or dont eat) but rather about your mindset and mental state
yesterday i was at a date and he told me his celebrity crush is ariana grande................ the PANIC i had he thought it was bc i was jealous but i was just thinking that he has a crush on my number one th1nspo so like ok let me st*rve i guess
A little inspo board from photos i found to motivate me<3
(dont add 3d tags when reposting pls and thx!)
i have two scales one says i'm at 50.5kg and the other is saying 50.15 ???? i'm losing my mind.
my parents will travel next week so i hope to fast for at least 72h 🥳 i'm excited (last time i did a 3 day fast i was 16 lmao lets see if i can do it)
🎀 07.11 food log 🎀
i'm sleepy so i'll just write that the total was 332kcal and 43g of protein
today i ate fish, broccoli and carrots + a dulce de leche protein drink
The real reason why I’m scared to have my partner go through my phone
my omad <3
100g of frozen strawberries and 15g of chocolate flavored protein powder (96kcal and 21g of protein)
someone asked me how i lost weight and i jokingly said "i closed my mouth" and i remembered my mom's fav saying is "food can't get into your mouth if it's closed" (in portuguese we have a saying "flies can't get into your mouth if it's closed", to say one shouldn't gossip or talk too much, but she adapted it lol)