TV Girl, Will Wood, Tom Cardy, Mitski, Lemon Demon, The Smiths, Mindless Self-Indulgence, Fish In A Birdcage,

TV Girl, Will Wood, Tom Cardy, Mitski, Lemon Demon, The Smiths, Mindless Self-Indulgence, Fish in a birdcage, Insane Clown Posse, The Front Bottoms <3

@uselessvaldemarsimp

makes a shitty note post (with love) if this post gets 1 note ill finish my current art project. if this post gets 5 notes ill start studying everyday if this post gets 40 notes ill start working out every other day (my body is very weak i can't do it daily) if this post gets 100 notes ill draw all my ocs. every single one. if this post gets 200 notes i will (attempt) to come out to my best friends as plural if this post gets 300 notes i will try to help my two headmates write their book. (<- gayasses smh /aff) if this post gets 500 notes i will start making music if this post gets 1000 notes i will start looking for therapy if this post gets 2500 notes ill start posting the aforementioned music if this post gets 5000 ill actually start posting my art + open commissions if this post gets 10000 notes ill write the shitty musical i always wanted to </3 (PLEASE DONT GET IT THIS FAR) please dont let the gimmick blogs find this. thank you

(edited because while i love my shitty head musicial i dont want to write it)

YAAAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME IT’S NOV 15!!!! YAAAY

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valdemarsbonesaw

3 months ago

He’s been occupying my mind for a while so I’m drawing him 😢 (W.I.P)

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the arcana the arcana game the arcana valerius consul valerius courtiers the arcana courtiers happy birthday Valerius my beautiful babygirl

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valdemarsbonesaw

1 month ago

Incoming rant about me being upset with how short my temper is or something idk

I often feel really bad for how easily I get pissed off by little things. Someone says something, and I practically explode. For a while last year I was slightly frightened by my own thoughts because my easily aggravated mind slowly turned that irritation into actual like. Violent fantasies. Vivid. And I don’t want to sound like I’m trying to be edgy here, but I just had to sit there picking at my own skin, scratching until I bled, so I wouldn’t do anything. Things have gotten better since then. But I still struggle. I still get EXTREMELY pissed off by minor things, and it’s gotten slightly worse over the last two or so months. But every single time I do something that might make the other person upset, I IMMEDIATELY feel bad and apologize for them having to deal with my behavior. Apologize for being so easily pissed off, because they and I both know I’m not usually like that. It makes me a little sad because I’d come so far, and I look at messages or think about things said to me, and I think about how I would have found those things funny just a few months ago.I’m trying to work on my temper, and it makes me feel horrible because I’ve literally been told by multiple people I consider friends that they’re scared of me. I sound edgy rn ew 😭, but I just don’t like the feeling. I want to be better. I want to be at the place that I was a few months ago. I just feel shitty. Idk.

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valdemarsbonesaw

1 month ago

I love curious people. I love people who ask me a lot of questions about random things, or myself… ESPECIALLY random things, honestly. I just like being asked things, I believe. Explaining things and sharing knowledge…. Also. deep discussions. 😍😍

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