I Hate Powdered Milk

I wish I was better at forcing myself to do what I don't want to do

I fucked my bangs up

I hope I die an horrible death tomorrow #hopepunk

A lot of people are way less complicit in their own suffering than I am. I am more of an enabler than a victim or survivor. I don't think it is impossible to abandonm this position, if I say so impersonally

I think wanting to marry is a trauma response from seeing your parents not love eachother as a kid. When you see how fake marriage love is from inside that fairytale you'd think you've seen enough to fix it from the inside. Unfortunately,

I like to film videos in a 1st person pov and just speak my mind as i walk around. Well at least i liked doing so when i did it a week ago walking through an event. It feels like I'm a videogame character. Videogame characters comfort me

Can I say I like something without a ontologically evil divine force (my fuckass depression) taking it away from me real quick?

A man saying feminism is good because patriarchy hurts men too is practically the same as a man who says he likes women cuz they make him food

I dont even know why i tag my posts, no one will see them. It's like writing my name in the corner of my ugly drawings, except the tag may be cooler because it can be a phrase or something. I kind of like my name, though. I just wish i

I miss liking things, honestly

I really hate that I only feel good about myself if a person that dislikes me validades me. I think that I would much rather be hated than loved, many times. Someone who hates me is someone who seems me for who I am, so I want to appeal to them. Even in negative ways, sometimes