I Have Been Really Self Deprecating In My Conversation, Own Thoughts, Habits, Etc. Which Is, As Many
I have been really self deprecating in my conversation, own thoughts, habits, etc. Which is, as many would say, very tiresome and annoying. Still, I don't think that noticing how bothering others with the guilt you feel for being bothersome is a "self fulfilling prophecy" will be the reason for me stop doing so, because I think that was atleast (but not necesseraly) uncounsciously the point from the start. It is a very egocentrical act, which is fitting for someone so insecure, to want to be right for once, to prove and to be proved correct. My intentions were never being loved, it was merely being seem (as something really unloveable)
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Saw a post of a promotional picture of the new zootopia movie joking about how much porn there will be of the bunny cop when it releases and someone in the comments said that "they should stop making furry fanservice in movies" and the mere idea of disney making a movie with anthropomorphic animals for the furries specifically was funny enough to make me make this stupid post about it. Walt disney loved furry porn as everyone knows it
Wrote a paragraph of why i'm truly, and i mean truly, a bad person, kept away in drafts because if I din't it would be a public confession of why I should be shot. But in summary I am literally griffith
I've always had this feeling deep inside me that the world, despite being a somewhat dangerous yet beautiful and almost fantastic place, doesn't have a place for me at all- I wasn't made for it and It doesn't have any business cattering to me. My existence here was a mere mistake, naturally ocurring, and will be solved one day or another. And doesn't matter how much time passes and how much I find beauty in life it wasn't ever made for my enjoyement. I am not meant to stick around, nor meant to stick with someone or to a purpose. There is no place I belong to. I never felt like I could stay. I only feel like I have to go.
Being on tumblr for 17 hours reading discourse since youre like 15 was not infact that good for my brain.
On a break from myself ^_^ and my life ^-^ and most other things
my problem is that I don't know where to start!!!!
Rock paper scissors is a really good game. I like the part where you and your adversary start repeteadly throwing the same moves over and over because you both have picked up what the other will use next, but "rock paper scissors" isn't enough time to think about the opposite/complementary move to make yet so you have to try really hard.
I failed again today
I wish I was better at forcing myself to do what I don't want to do
Hmm. Have a good day, some of you.
