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Scans from Androgyne (2007) Photography: Gregoire Alexandre

Dork being a dork discovers item from Swap Meet fits and is thrilled to embrace Vampire self.

Thank you Iron Garden and Dark Force Fest for the Swap Meet!

Bat necklace OOAK from Halcyon Designs on Instagram

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Hey,

What ever happend to:

James D Stark?

I loved his music when I found it on VampireFreaks, and always thought he was a bigger name in the Goth genres.

Any extremely similar artists I should listen to?

Totally obsessed with these 1920's Austrian Neo-Gothic/Art Nouveau Bronze Bat Lamps.

There are always deer in the cemeteries here.

I had just bought the skirt when the Fog rolled in Thick and Heavy and Fast.

I always drive past this cemetery. I've loved its mausoleums for years.

Tonight, I finally took some classic cemetery goth photos.

I do wish we had a plot for Joe. Some marker somewhere that it would be acceptable, and desired by Joe, for me to take my silly cemetery photos with. So as not to intrude on strange families like I did here. I mean nothing but admiration for the beautiful memorials, and respect for the passed and present families. In my grief, I offer love and reverence to them all.

I haven't even left the parking lot and I am in tears about leaving Dark Force Fest today.

I had so much fun.

I was loved and accepted in a way I didn't even know I needed right now.

I fucking LOVE my Goth Community.

Modern vampire who has spent the last 70-ish years of their immortality primarily being slutty in nightclubs and non-lethal snacking on hookups shocked and uncomfortable that most vampires older than the lightbulb are really into torture and cruelty and eating babies alive. Super excited to finally meet his own kind and then oh no. oh fuck. time out wtf are they doing. this is profoundly unsexy they bit that guy’s arm off and are letting him crawl around screaming and crying. there’s not even any kissing or grinding or club music. is this normal?? i am Going to throw up i’ve gotta get these poor ppl out of here. askjeeves how to smuggle 30 naked prisoners (assorted genders) out of vampire mansion time sensitive.

I'm crying so hard I didn't realize the haunted wind sounds was me

Self- loathing is not allowed in Death.

No Self-Loathing in the Afterlife.

lil doodle from the other day born out of an overwhelming annoyance that for some reason body hair is associated with masculinity despite Everyone Having It. so why not draw a cute hairy girl about it

[image description: a drawing of a tan-skinned woman with brown and blond dyed hair pulled into a ponytail and copious body hair and stubble. she is smiling and doing a peace sign gesture with her hand. next to her is text saying "body hair has no gender!" end id]

I hope we become omnipresent, wandering sprits when we die, because I really want to be able to go to all the events I miss out on in my limited mortal life.

Speaking of being Satanized. . .

I've created a Fan-Ghoulette. I'll probably make a side-blog for that.

I'm just happy to have a passionate creative outlet starting to open up. I'm hoping it leads to the floodgates of my pent up ideas to finally get motivation to actually *DO* now. So what that it's fuled by GHOST? Let me be possesed by Tobias himself if it means I'll actually create my projects at last.

It's been a frustrating few years having idea after idea and always being too scared(?) to actually *do* them to anything presentable.

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Oooh, I love the skirt!!

Antonio Berardi - Fall 1999 RTW

Having some morning rain and smoke on the porch. The sun is rising and I think of one of my many favorite 69 Eyes songs.

My mind wanders to GHOST again. Specifically my silly costume.

And I think. . .

What if I bedazzle "sister of charity" on the habit, in the back?

Then it hits me.

Right thigh: Sister of Mercy followed by SoM band logo

Left thigh: Sister of Charity followed by 69 Eyes Ankh

Habit back would have a Fan and sword with a flowing ribbon with:

"I am made for Perils, as well as Tenderness" -Julie D'Aubigny

And a Flaming Radiant Sacred Heart on my chest with "JGS3" in it.

As an OC, cool, IRL NOPE. Maybe the sacred heart though.

"BNEDDYZ RAGDOLL" is already floating around as an idea too.

seeing straight men be disgusted by booktok smut recommenders has actually radicalized me to the side of booktok smut recommenders. girls your taste may be atrocious but i will never disparage you for exposing mainstream discourse to the concept of soaking through your underwear. spent my whole life listening to men talk about penises it’s about time they get jumpscared by women talking about pussy in crude detail on social media. go forth and goon my warriors

Why is it always the "career" jobs that take forever to hire, have the longest interview processes, and never ever communicate internally?

I interviewed 2 months ago for a position that is *still* interviewing candidates. That's funny, in my interview you expressed an urgency to fill the role. It feels like you wasted my time.

Angela where can I get it. The werewolf hrt. Angela please. Please Angela where is the devil operating his pharmacy from. Angela. Angela the hrt that makes you a werewolf Please

Everything about this is perfect dreamcore princess vibes, and 6 years old me LOVES THIS.

Thank you, Princess Diana. *Curtseys*

Princess Diana sleeping, photographed by Tim Graham

Cancer on the shoulder, because we're always someone's shoulder to cry on.

Evening jacket, 1937, by Elsa Schiaparelli

A fine and important Elsa Schiaparelli couture Zodiac jacket, the Astrology Collection, Winter, 1938-39, Paris. This is arguably one of the most beautiful of all Schiaparelli's creations with its glittering embroidery, shimmering star-shaped beads and rhinestones set against a midnight blue velvet background. Marlene Dietrich was photographed in her Beverly Hills residence in 1938 wearing the zodiac ensemble with matching dress. Schiap was fascinated by the night sky that she used to view as a child through her uncle's telescope - the renowned astronomer Giovanni Schiaparelli, director of the Brera Observatory in Milan. He inspired in her a lifelong fascination with the celestial realm. He commented that the moles on her cheeks reminded him of the Big Dipper which she adopted as her 'lucky star', incorporating it into printed fabrics, the fabric lining her salon, her own personal jewellery as well as on this magnificent jacket. Schiaparelli's press agent Hortense MacDonald stated that the Astrology collection was defined by Euclid's famous geometric treatise - 'Elements'.

If cats could speak, they would roll their Rs.

A human can achieve a puuur sound by humming an R roll constantly.

Live on.

Remember how we used to unironically call *this* the "Hellsite"?

Yeah, Tumblr is safe now, everything else is a hellsite and the world is fucked.

I couldn't remember the last time I saw the bag of hair dying supplies I used Saturday.

I couldn't find the shirt I wore or purse I used Tuesday.

What is happening to me???

I can't believe Im miserable about not being this.

I used to be, can be, a cute funny dork, but I don't know what is holding me bavk now?

This used to be me, what happened to me?

I had too many people attempt to take descreet photos of me without my permission today. I caught one before he could actually rake a picture, and used my handfan to block my Face and Bust.

Now I want a handfan inspired by Vision Video that says "Front Towards Enemy (I Do Not Consent)" to use as a shield to hide from these "photographers."

May this serve as my legal Will. I Authorize my tombstone/urn to bear the description "Aundrea, Never Heard, Rarely Listened To" to be etched upon my final resting vessel.